Secrets

There is absolutely nobody in this world that knows everything about me.. I have my own circle of friends.. We call ourselves the B's.. We're very tight but i hate sharing everything.. Even my best best friend.. as i like to call her.. Queen B.. that i have to see or talk to every single day doesnt know everything about me.. I think every person is entitled to some secrets..

I am currently in the shalaih blogging from there.. Im really enjoying the weather.. Ive been sleeping so much.. I think i deserve to.. My friend is here from Canada.. We're about to go to al kout maybe catch a movie or something.. Hows everyones vacation going? Hope ur enjoying it cuz before u know it its gona be back to work..

Melissa george

You all gotta love a chick with an accent.. Shes pretty hot.. I love her part in greys, shes kind of the rebel which is just what greys anatomy needs.. theyre too good and boring.. I think its an excellent edition to the group and the fact that she's so confident with her sexuality is awesome.. and her accent is damn hot..

Whats up with guys lately??

Tara il shabab 9ayreen to7fat.. I swear theyre unbelievable.. Every guy ive been out with lately tries to make a move.. GOD! Cant girls and guys be friends anymore?? Remember the friend i told u about.. the party animal.. We've been out a few times this week.. The other day we went to the opening of this restaurant then to a friends place.. had a few drinks.. music.. the works.. then we started dancing a little and he tries to kiss me!! And we've been friends since forever.. Maybe it was the alcohol that made him do it.. I dont know but im hating it.. And we went out for breakfast the next day.. He tried holding my hand and acting romantic.. I hated it.. Im gona ignore him for a few days until he gets the message..

Other than that.. All i wanna do is stay home.. Eat.. Watch tv.. and pamper myself.. I really need to get pampered..

What are ur Eid plans everyone? Anything special?

9idfa wala alf mee3add

Good morning people.. Ive been up since 5, i went to jog and then came back home.. took a shower.. changed my clothes.. came to work.. I feel refreshed.. Its FINALLLLYYY the weekend.. I am SOOO loooking forward to it.. U wont believe the week ive had.. Ive stayd at work until 7pm every single day this week.. Its unbelievable..



I was out yesterday with my friend for an early dinner.. This guy is like a party king.. He's known to throw the best parties and to be a party animal.. If you need drinks he'll get you, weed, u name it.. he's got it.. We've been friends for so long and we decided to go out and catch up.. It was nice.. until we decided to leave and of all the people that i had to see.. I saw my ex.. My 5 yr & a 1/2 ex. He was shocked to see me with this guy.. We eyelocked for 5 seconds.. Then he kept on walking.. It was INTENSE.. And i know that everything happens for a reason.. But what was the reason of this? Was it a sign for him to move on?? Why would i see HIM out of all people the day that i decide to go out with MR PARTY ANIMAL.. Im actually fine with it.. There was a small part of me that actually enjoyed the sight of his shocked face... I dont know why.. My friend kept convincing me that he's gonna call later on that day or send a msg or something.. But i knew him better.. If anything he was gonna cut me out of his life for good.. Anyways people ive gotta get to work.. I have so much to do before the weekend.. Be good and enjoy.. Adios ;)

Gathering

Let me tell u about this incident that happened..

Last week on FRIDAY to be exact.. I went out with this friend and he wanted us to go to a party or gathering of some sort.. i was in my sweats in starbucks when he told me.. and i wanted to so something fun.. faa ri7na me and a friend at around 10.. it was somewhere in salmiya.. 3imara yideeda.. dashaina ila OMG every single floor theres a party.. a9lan rikabna il elevator min il elevator nisma3 aghani oo kil ma yinfiti7 il elevator nisma3 a different kind of music.. It was bizarre!! The place we were going to was a gathering.. bss min kithir ma il aghani kanat 3alya bil shiqaq ili yamna chinhom in the next room.. ya3ni we kinda had to scream bilsowalif.. But it was a first.. Oo we actually had a blast.. We left around 5 am.. wi7na 6al3een il nas dasha oo 6al3a lail7een.. ya3ni apparently 5am was too early to leave a party.. Bs no one knows these places exist in Kuwait.. i didnt know until recently.. I bet there were orgies and swingers.. ykafeena il shar..

Ive been smoking heavily lately.. I have never been a smoker smoker.. I am the occasional smoker.. parties.. gatherings.. traveling.. bss never to smoke at home or out at cafes.. Al7een 9irt il bakait mayfarigni .. it just soothes me.. I think its a phase.. especially wiya hal jaw.. i think its actually a crime to NOT SMOKE.. Plus ive put on so much weight.. Ya3ni im very unhealthy.. inshalla i will be jogging everyday before work for the next week.. ANYONE is welcome to join me :)

Last week bil shalay fe yom i really wanted to have a bubble bath so i filled the bathtub oo 7a6ait all my favorite candles and scents.. before i soaked in there i felt like smoking a joint.. I put on some soft music and smoked up while soaking.. O M G.. It was fuckin amazing.. It was soooo fucking relaxing u wont believe it.. It took me like 2 whole hours to get out of the tub and i saw the bathroom upside down.. And when i got out i just wore a robe and slept.. I didnt have the energy to change into real clothes.. This is what i call PEACEFUL.. anyways children.. i think im gonna stop writing.. Amen to a new and productive week ;)

Living peacefully

Hello everyone.. Khathait ijaza for the past week.. I wanted to travel but i was too down to travel.. I stayed in kuwait.. spent my time in the chalet..SOBER.. i jogged on the beach.. had bbqs.. kayaked.. watched shows.. worked on a puzzle.. stayed up watched the sunrise.. it was really cold but peaceful..I needed to get away.. Im feeling much better though.. Im going back to work next week.. I was planning to go to london in eid.. but my friends cancelled on me.. i may cancel too.. Nxt week is gona be busy at work.. Hope it runs smoothly.. I gtg i will post later

SHATTERED

I want to cry but i cant

I want to sleep but i cant

I want to go out but i cant

I want to eat but i cant

I feel jilted. Ive lost a person i care about.. rest in peace.

Any suggestions for my sleep deprivation?

i want to scream at the top of my lungs. i really do.

The weekend

law ta3abty min il sifar hamsi washwagy.. aw shikaity min ilthajar nawya fragy.. gi9ay wajhy min il9owar witriki il bagy..

9a7 ilsanik ya bo na9er.. (BADER BIN 3ABDILMI7SEN)hathy ghniyat kathem ilyideed..9owar

I had a crazy weekend.. I enjoyed most of it.. lets start min yom il khamees.. awal ma 6ala3t min il dawam ri7t bait yady salamt 3ala oboy il3od allah y6awili b3omra.. then radait ilbait packed my bags oo ri7t shalaih.. had an early dinner..and had a little gathering.. it was a friend's bday and he insisted on bringing weed.. fa there were drinks and weed,, of course everyone knows that ur not supposed to mix.. bss 6ab3an min ifakir tali il lail.. win6ee7la.. ma 9arat 2 ila kil wa7id masikla zbala oo tarjee3!! I swear to god min 2 lay 4.. nom makoo.. anyways 3al 4 kilman 6akh.. we hung out until 10.. at 10 we had breakfast.. Pancakes, waffles, eggs, sausages. etc. 6ab3an ma7ad kan mishtihi yakil bss qa9abna nafsna.. at around 11 i decided to sleep.. nimt oo ma gimt ila 8pm!! Oo kint ma3zoma party.. oo ma kan feeni bss kint mwa3da rifeejti.. i went to ilkout.. bought a few things and had a little meal at silk and spice.. the weather was amazing.. ba3dain i dropped in at the party.. stayed an hour.. and left at 1.. radait il shalay again nimt!! woke up ilfayer tawha 6al3a il shams.. chan inqarir nanzil ba7ar.. wet suits oo kayaking.. 6ab3an shadainaa.. wal7een jismi thabi7ni :) but it was totally worth it.. we kayaked lay 6la3at il shamss... wala il3atheem ma china bilq8.. it was fascinating.. bss ba3dain 6ala3na min il ba7ar.. showered o 7adarna.. we were starving.. ri7t this breakfast place in fahaheel.. had an amazing breakfast.. bs ba3dain radait baitna ta3baanaa bss i didnt wana sleep.. watched a little TV.. Then i went over to a friend's house tawha rada min il sifar.. we hung out then ri7na starbux ga3adna bara.. enjoyed it.. ba3dain radait il bait chan anaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam lay ilyom il9ib7.. shraykom bil weekend?? Good enough? I actually enjoyed it minus the hangover.. bss ya3ni i liked the fact ina i didnt relax.. 6ool lisboo3 i relax oo ma a6la3 oo bss anam.. lazim i do something in the weekend otherwise i will be "boring".. GOD FORBID

You know what makes me smile?? Lama i find out about two people that love each other and are about to get married.. I swear to god it makes my day.. ilyom wi9alni khabar wa7da a3arifha kanat itkalim wa7d for 4 yrs o kha6bha tawa.. it really really made me happy.. 3asa allah ywafighom ya rab.. I dont think theres a bigger joy in life..

Im going on a blind date today :P Radaina 3ala il blind datess.. My friend is insisting on hooking me up with this guy.. we're just going out as friends nothing weird..i just can get enough guys.. ya raby madry mita ib tinsad shaheety 3alaihom (mo shahiya bilma3na ili ib balkom) but u know i cant get enough madry laish.. i miss the real thing i really do.. The problem is the only guys i REALLY like and REALLY think there a future are off limits.. ya3ni theres this guy.. bss ashoofa abtisim min kithir ma i think ina ohwa moree7.. bs mitzawij ;/ o 6ab3an kil il sowalif min hal6aga..

Im going shopping right after work today.. bashtiri hdooooom.. t3arfoon lama itisawigon waayid bil9aif oo lama iyiy wagt ili talbsoon hdoom tistaw3ibain inich mo sharya shay!! ana dayman it7oshni hathy.. baykhaa.. khi9oo9an ihdoom il dawaam daamn! all my clothes are too short or too tight or imbahthal.. dawam lazim imratab oo aneeq oo miltizim.. screw them.. tara im not VULGAR la walla im very classy.. thats why i dont like to look vulgar.. ya3ni i have dresses above the knee.. theyre fine to wear bara and some ladies do wear them to dawam bss ana lana ma7ib 9orti ib3ain il nas itkoon ina hathy she dresses provocatively to work i am extra careful of what to or not to wear.. and i think my personal life is different than my work life.. ya3ni if im into the party scene in my personal life.. I dont want to see my colleagues ili wiyay at work hnak or mix with them.. (I am not into the party scene in kuwait btw i just go occasionally, i prefer to party bara liq8, ya3ni bilq8 u see kuwaitis and u wana hide, and hatha hes ur friends ex o hatha ma3raf aish.. i prefer going to parties with no strings attached.. get to know a few ppl.. have a little fun then leave.. moo y3arif raqmich widiglich o lets do sthing tomoro.. laa mosta7eeel.. this is what i hate..i do go to gatherings though.. where its a group of people i know and maybe 1 or 2 new people.. thats pretty cool..)

anywayzzzzzzzzzzz wish me luck on my shopping.. inshala alga kilshay abeee in less than an hour.. otherwise ra7 a6aaaaaaaaaaweeeeel.. yalla ya kareem.. il jaw ya nass 3ajeeb 3ajeeb mashallah oo tabarak il ra7man.. 3asa bss i6awil chithi.. kteer mahdoom ;) adios

BEWARE

The most annoying thing happend to me this morning.. as i was coming to work, i parked in our leveled parking.. while i was getting out of the car this annoying old man came to wash my car.. it was already pouring outside and it was going to pour even when i leave.. i told him i didn't want him to wash it but he ignored me.. so i decided to give him a little money for his effort.. I gave him 2 kd and left.. As i went down the stairs i realized that i forgot to lock the car (which is something that i always forget to do which is why i have automatic lock after 1min of the last time i shut the door) anywayzzzz.. chan arid baroo7 sayarty o my footsteps were heard cuz i was wearing heels ila asma3 9afgat bab! arooo7 ila ashoof hatha il rayal tawa 9ak bab sayarty.. oo 7ADA MITWAHIG!! i honestly didnt know what to do.. yadry ini istaw3abt.. i pointed the remote to my car and made sure i locked it.. then i just left.. bs wala maybayin ib 3ainhom hathaila al7een parking kamil fee foug il 100 shakh9 7agreenik o ma7ad imlageek wayh.. ili ya36eek ifloos itbooga? Then tithakart isowalif ili ga3d it9eer hal ayam.. thak ilyom wa7d a3arfa 9afi6 madry wain oo nazil.. imkhali kil aqratha bisayara.. rad dash sayarta 7as inha ma kanat nafs ma khalaha.. yifta7 il glove compartment ila booka mo mawjood o jawaza wil daftar o ipoda.. ra7 balagh o cansal kroota o 6ala3 badal faqid.. anyways.. bs il zibda ina habeen iboogoon ili dakhil il sayarah.. i was thinking what was that valuable in my car.. mako shay.. awal kint a7i6 booki oo ipodi oo loya... bss al7een ma kan ako shay everything was in my bag.. bss 9ij 9ij inba6at chabdy..

the weather is fuckin amazing.. i absolutely love love love this weather.. maal chithy ga3da outdoors with something over our heads.. drinking something hot and smoking.. wow sexy.. or indoors with the raindrops falling on the windows.. watching movies with the one you love and cuddling or more :P romantic no? maalat.. ga3deen in our offices working.. o 7ata loo inrid il bait mako the one we love wela zag ib 3aina.. This morning i left the house at 7 tmashait bilsayara drank my coffee listened to songs are drove around.. i love the sound of raining dropping in the window panes.. Oo adry ina this may be the last time it rains fa i want to take advantage of it.. widi i play football in the rain.. i played once in london it was amaaazing.. i had so much fun.. the pitch was muddy and we were all sliding.. it was a good experience.. bs ma 3indina 7adayiq nafs london ihnee.. theyre all fake turf fa mako fayda.. NO FUN :(

yabeela mokhayam wallah.. ive been looking for a good one.. any suggestions anyone?


I just realized the dress im wearing is too short and uncomfortable.. kil hatha cuz i wana get out of the house in a hurry 3ashan al7ag 3ala il jaw.. mani gadra at7arak! o kil ma amshy anazla a7is ina ga3d yirtifi3.. o lama ag3ad i9eer mini skirt! what the hell!i swear this wasnt an attempt to be slutty..oo fog kil hatha ham ma shift my crush :P inzain lo shayif ifkhoothi yimkin chan aghraaitaa.. samnana ya 7a9riti.. yala igadirni waroo7 il nadi ili 9arli shahrain moo imwa6wi6a 3inda.. yala ya kareem.. oo hal jaw ba3ad ikasir.. la bilah ba9eer obese min ga3dat il maktab oo akil warid il bait oo akil wansidi7 o akil oo anam.. la mosta7eel moo 3eesha hathy.. im gona have a lovely weekend this week!! im telling u.. its gonna full with action action action.. and i will definitly keep you posted my dear readers.. and you will delightfully enjoy it.. i promise! even if it means skinny dipping il fayer.. bss khala9t malait min the booring weekends.. i work so hard during the week oo lama iyiy il weekend aro7 ma63am aro7 gahwa .. WAII33 YA3NI!! 3ALAQAL shalaih oo shwayat action.. khaza minee minak.. gatherings.. ti3rif.. 3ad theres this guy friend i know 9arla qarnain i7in yabi iyeeni il shalay o yayibni mofaja'a 3ala golta and we all know that means one of 2 things.. i would be glad if it were anything.. i just need a change of pace.. i need let down my guard shwaya.. have a little fun.. wila shraykom ya jima3a??

Hmm..

Finally the weekend.. wow i had a great weekend bs 6ab3an ibsir3a khala9.. i went to a halloween party yesterday it was amazing.. i dressed as amy winehouse.. it was hilarious.. came back at around 3 am slept a few hours and now im up with a killer headache.. plz god help me..

im really really really hungry.. i was just reading the newspapers oo hardees 3indihom a new sandwich called Buffalo chicken.. it looks amazing im drooling.. widi atrayag buffalo chicken :P a9lan ma thaniti isawoonha min il 10am lol..

ams 7alamt ina wa7d taqadamli and i said yes.. oo we were getting ready ina il 7areem biyoon..(i dont know the guy btw) wonder what that means? fee a7ad y3arf ifasir a7lam?

my BB is annoying the shit out of me.. oo zain ga3d ibi6ooon chabdi.. screw them.. lama adig ni9 sa3a 3ala mayridon oo their site sucks.. oo il khidma zbala they need like 10 more mowathafeen for customer service only in the call center.. bss il mishkila there is no other option.. wa6aniya ma 3indihom khidmat bb asasan! oo bss khanshoof viva shlonha al7een..

9abir 3ala ghirbali galb il 3ana 9abar..

Lately, ive been seeing this guy.. lets call him 7ana.. oo 6ab3an isim 3ala mosama.. OMG.. for the first week, i saw him everyday, theres this garden we go to, we walk around, talk, its very sweet and romantic, and the weather is amazing.. Until il 7abeeb bida i7in!! I7in i7in.. on the weekend i wanted to c my friends.. Oo ana? Oo ana? Laish matshoofeeni walhan 3alaich etc etc.. Gitla next week.. The next week i got so busy at work.. ili arid ilbait 7 pm oo 3ala6ool anam.. oo he was such a drama queen oo mo 3ajba o laish mitghayra.. we started fighting and everytime i scream at him he becomes an angel.. but he was really really annoying me.. he was such a kid and i wanted a way to get rid of him.. i tried telling him we want different things.. bs he refused to break up.. o hes crazy about me.. and he keeps talking about marriage and ina yabi yitqadamli although hes still studying!!! He insisted that his mom speak to my mom but i refused cuz i couldnt see the relationship going anywhere.. ya3ni ok we have fun.. but i dont feel the same way he feels about me.. i wanted a way out but i couldnt find it.. everything i do i7abiba feeni akthar.. maybe he just liked the challenge.. oo the fact that nothing is easy with me.. o mit3awid 3ala il banat il "obedient" oo kilshay 7ather oo min 3yoni.. o may3andoon.. o hes the kind ily kila t7ibeni? walahtay 3alay? hes so insecure he needs me to tell him walaht 3alaik 10 days a day.. jeezz akrah ili chithi.. oo i hate it when somebody asks me.. if i miss u ill tell u! im not gona wait for u 2 ask..oo itha dafli o shaf waiting.. SHIBKEENI!! Haaw ishfee sul6an zamana.. o 6ab3an itha shafny in public idigli oo yabeeni asolif wiyah 7ata loo ana ib ma63am surrounded by every1.. i hate these annoying habits ili fee..anyways 3ad ams 6ala3t min dawam around 5 o dagaitla ma rad 3alay.. so i slept.. when i woke up ila 5 missed calls mina oo msgs oo loya.. i called him back ila hes screaming INTAY WAINICH O WAYID 3A6AITICH WAYH oo 7achy 7achy.. gitla haw?? what the hell? gitla i just woke up.. OO NISAITAY INA FEE WA7D ISMA 7ANA LAZIM ITDIGEENLA? gitla haw dagaitlik.. 6ab3an sawa salfa.. bss hnee baqait anfijir ga3adt a9arihk a9arikh.. agoola i dont need this drama ive had enough drama for a lifetime.. ana this is my life.. if i make time for u ya36eeni il 3afya.. if i cant then i cant! theres nothing i can do about it.. 6ab3an 3ogob fajaa chan i9eer calm.. oo khala9 ma 9ar shay.. gitla imbala 9aar shay .. mo bkaifik tsawy salfa ba3dain u suddenly decide to forget about it 3ogob ma ta7rig a39abi.. gitla tara ana moo malzooma feek wela inta malzoom feeni.. and i left him then and there.. im sick of the constant nagging.. i hate relationships like this.. and i hate it when somebody thinks the relationship is going somewhere when it isnt.. GOD he was such a waste of time and energy.. but he was HOT! :p yala maykhalif shinsawi ba3ad..


Ili ba3do.. you know what i hate.. banat il tafheen ili ma 3indihom mowathee3.. walla kil ma ag3ad wiya banat il miwathee3 as follows:

1. rijeem oo akil oo wazin
2. breast size (i have large boobs i wanna make them smaller VS. i have small boobs i wana make them bigger)
3. celebrities!
4. clothes

Laish ya3ni ya raby?? I hate all 4 of hal mowathee3.. fee much more interesting and important topics ya banat.. o if u start talking about the market or watever's happening in the world ma7ad ya36eech wayh.. bsir3a yighayron il mawtho3 to something useless..

Marriage

Helloo people..
Its been a while since ive written i know.. bss 9ara7a mako shay special.. work work work.. im not used to this.. i dont have time for anything.. i dont have a social life.. it sucks..

I wanted to discuss a topic.. MARRIAGE
Personally i think its too early to get married.. Ili ishoofni igooli hathy shkoborha o lail7een ma tizawijat ib mojtama3na il 7ilo 6ab3an.. im in my mid 20s.. but i think im still young and not ready to get married.. Mali migaga ajabil wa7id oo i compromise oo adareeh oo asheel ham bait fog rasy.. Thats totally fine.. Until i think lay mita?? Ya3ni ive been this way for a few years.. Will i ever change? Will i ever want to start a family? 9ara7a il mawtho3 it scares me.. I dont know what the future has in store.. I dont know if ill ever change.. oo 3ala golat 6iweelat il 3omir samantha jones
I love you but i love me more..
Ive never been in a relationship ili badait wa7id 3ala nafsy.. NO WAY.. Oo it usually ends with me thinking about myself.. putting my needs first.. i actually prefer being single for many reasons.. i like my space, i like to do watever ib rasy, traveling, having guy friends, forgetting about my fone, no curfew, etc etc. But my single version, is having multiple relationships with no string attached :P .. it just keeps me sane.. i like the feeling of somebody caring about me and caring about someone without compromising.. Im waiting for the real thing.. and i think its gona take a while.. And one more thing.. im very high maintenance oo mo wayed nas yegderon yet7ameloni.. 3aneeeda oo asawi ili ib rasy.. and im very controlling.. oo 6ab3an shababna and their ego latyeehom wa7da chithy ishigooni ihdoomhom.. so i have very bad experience with kuwaiti guys.. bss tadroon shlon itbayin rijoolat il wa7id.. when he lets his guard down a bit.. lama ikhali il wa7da she takes control.. itha inta yaa rayal wathiq ib nafsik laish lazim itwareeni 3athalatik oo t9arikh o rij3ay il bait imbachir o latsaween oo latroo7een.. ana i believe in equality of the exes in a relationship.. jomlat ana rayal intay ibnaya matfeed wiyay.. its usually the first sign of a break up.. oo to tell u the truth fee riyayeel wil ni3im feehom o they respect a woman's right to say watever she wants and be as controlling as she wants.. allah yathkirhom bil khair..

What are your views on marriage?

Tired :(

Very very very tiring day today at work.. i didnt even get the chance to write... It was so busy i couldnt do anything.. I left the office at 6pm.. God im hungry.. I just ordered food and im gona eat and sleeep..

Something funny. 3ajaj takes sex tips from his sister lol and he speaks to her every single day.

Something fun. My crush smiled at me today *wink* wink* that was actually the highlight of my day.. I couldnt stop smiling after that.. *sigh* he's dreamy.. i wonder if hes interested.. im workin on it.. He looks like a Yousef

Yesterday i went out with this guy that likes me.. We're friends and i dont feel any attraction towards him physical or otherwise.. He's been insisting since like forever to invite me for a meal.. I finally said yes.. We went to this restaurant, it went well.. but i still dont feel anything towards him.. He's been msging me ever since i left.. OMG!! How was dinner hope u had fun.. awalshay radait 3alaih.. 3ogob gam isolif.. oo ana akrah il sowalif by sms.. fa arid ib kilma.. then gitla banam oo nimt... Ilyom min il9ib7 he's been msging and i was really busy fa kil ma akhith telefoni fee a few msgs.. oo arid ib kilma.. Dear god help me.. And the way he was looking at me at dinner was unbelievable.. I just dont feel the same way but i dont know how to tell him.. Hes sweet but definitly not my type..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdlhZ6mmb70

such a sad and true song.. Beyonce is unbelievable.. I love her voice

enjoy adios

The office

Win6a7 galby mayitin feek khaleeh.. ya 7ay galbin 6a7 oo ya 7ayah il mout..

9a7 ilsanik ya faza3..

The other day kina bil mahboula starbuckss me and a few friends having coffee.. we left at around 10pm ila ib dakhlat these transexuals.. awalshay i thought they were whores.. then staw3abt ina they're guys o they were wearing black wigs tasree7at wilthalith labis 7jab ili fee strass!!! OMG that was hilarious.. o they had no self esteem ya3ni we were staring at them o ga3d i6al3on 3al arth.. ksaraw kha6ry..

I had the juiciest dream ever ams... I dreamt i had sex with matthew maconaughey!!! He was surfing at the beach o fajaa we started getting it on on the beach.. then we moved inside to this room.. and he had a "concert" apparently in 2 hrs but we didnt want to leave the room.. it was actually really reallly hot.. When i woke up i was about to die.. LAISH 7ILM!!!! Woke up, got dressed and got to work but i still have a big smile on my face..

HAVE YOU EVER?!
Bungee jumped: Yeah it was amazing
Used someone: sadly yes
Had bloody nose: too many times
Played truth or dare: haha yeah and did some pretty crazy shit too
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: Nah
Been in a physical fight: yesss
Knocked on wood: Eee
Broken a bone: of course
Broken the law: in every single country

LAST TIME
Laughed and why? 2min ago, my colleague offered me almonds cuz according to him they make us "smarter" typical palestinian
Cried and why? Yesterday, was talking about a sensitive subject (the ex)
Hugged someone and whom ? 2 days ago, my best friend Queen B
Recieved a call and from whom ? an hour ago, a friend
Used a pen and what did wrote ? Half an hour ago, signed some papers
Lied and whats the truth ? Told someone that i missed them when i didnt :P they asked me i didnt wana be rude
Recieved a message and from whom ? Just now, this guy
Took a shower: Last night
Put make-up on: This morning
Ride a bike: So long ago but im going out in the harley this weekend wohoo

RIGHT NOW
Eating: Listening to the infamous married to 2 grls man :P lets call him 3ajaj
Thinking: what im gona eat
Watching: pc screen
Listening to: lifehouse-watever it takes
Feeling: restless as usual
Wearing: Royal blue dress, red heels
Waiting for: Work to finish
Hating: That i have nothing to do
Missing: my B's
Loving: 3ajaj, he just offered me cake :P
Worried about: hamada, this guy ive been seeing that broke his leg
Planning: to walk around in a bit
Annoyed with: the chaos going on around me

MENTION TWO THINGS THAT
Make you happy: Feeling productive + just sitting with my B's
That you're obsessed with: Neatness + nails
Make you sad: Change + hopelessness
You hate: traffic + hot weather
You're doing: music + reading blogs
You like to eat: chocolate cake + kitco salt and vinegar
Smell Bad: tuna + indian armpits
That we probably dont know about you: hate it when people touch my toes
That you did today: drank orange juice + came to work early
That are dangerous: Playing with people's emotions + smsing while driving
That you're good at: too many :)
That hurt: Betrayal + Losing someone u love

RANDOM
Tell us something your "3ax el nas" about: no matter what time i sleep, i always wake up at the same time
Can you play any instruments? used to play the clarinet
List four things that you are less than 3 meters away from: my fone, my bag, my glasses, glass of water
Have you ever been told you look like someone, if yes, who? My sisters, my bro, the mother and the father
Are you enjoying this tag? Nah
What bad habits do you have? laziness, procrastination
If you could have one day being the opposite gender, what would you do ? go to the gahwa oo shalay ib ni9 il lail oo ma6ar il fayer oo 7adag etc etc its a long long list
Worst thing that has happened to you this year: too many..
What's your current Habba Song? if i were a boy-beyonce..
Any last words? Inshala

Interesting people

I was speaking to this colleague of mine ilyom after a meeting.. kan yishtighil ib kuwait funds o yalina 3ogob.. o he speaks 4 languages.. o ahala 3indihom sharikat moqawalat ishtaghal 3indihom for a while... o niseeba real estate ham ishtaghal wiyah.. 9ara7a wow.. igooli ana la fita7t majala i dont just read one section.. ya3ni 4 sections are of interest to him o yifham feehom.. i9ara7a wow oo wini3im feeh.. i agree laish ilwa7d yakhith takha9o9 wa7d wirakiz 3alaih.. khala9 ana a7ibhalshay ma7ib ghaira.. inzain shdarak inik mat7ib ghaira? jarib shoof expand ur horizons... ana 6ab3an lo iyeeni wa7d 3inda2 majors oo wa7d mitkha9i9 ib major wa7d o mit3amiq feeh ashaghil il double major without a doubt.. mako a7la min il variety.7ata lo y3arif shwaya 3an everything yit3alam ba3ad wayid zain.. a7san min starting from scratch.

ako to7fat wiyay bildawam.. fee wa7d hes like a CEO and hes the loudest person ever.. oo hes in his late 30s early 40s o mitzawij thintain!! And i listen to him talking to them.. wa7da om i3yala she packs him his lunch and calls him to talk about the kids if they dont wana go to school or watever.. wilthanya kila ita7al6am laish matshofni o laish matdigli and i can tell ina shes young cuz kila igolaha intay o rab3ich hathail ili ishayshoonich 3alay bathba7kom.. oo they smoke up together.. him and his wife.. that was hilarious!! a colleague of mine ya o gali he overheard him telling her ina theyregona smoke up this weekend.. sweet.. 9ij tha7akt.. hes a very entertaining guy and very energetic mashala.. he cracks me up.. allah yathkira bilkhair

i need to get a new blackberry..ra7 feeha mali.. any suggestions on where to get one bil q8? and nobody tell me zain!!

THINGS I MISS:
my friends the k's :( havent seen them in ages
the beach and everything about it
my tan
chocolate pudding in slider station
maki
shalay!!
britney and bobby
alcohol
tv shows

I heard gossip girl season 2 is good.. and beverly hills 90210.. i need to start downloading soon..next week is gona be fuckin hectic though ;/

greys anatomy
dirty sexy money
gg
90210
pb
desp housewives
ugly betty

these are the shows i need to download..

3eed & work

Woow its been a while since ive written.. Ive done so much in the past month.. im proud ofmyself.. i feel productive for a change.. I worked with the father.. Ive always said no to working with him.. but its making him very happy so i decided to stay for a bit.. plussi lost alot of cash in the market!! i need to make some money and lets face it he pays really well..

azmat il soog ya jima3a.. il saham kilyom yanzil.. ilyom 620 fils!! tidakhilaw ya 7ikooma before its too late.. azma walla azmaa.. la 7awla wela qowata ila bilah..

I went to paris in eid.. it was fuckin amazing.. il soog wow.. i spent alot but it was worth it.. when i came back to kuwait it was via beirut so i decided to stay a night.. i havethis friend in beirut..
this guy that has always liked me.. so we decided to meet for drinksat around 9pm but i had to go back home at 12am cuz i had some packing to do.. my plane was at 10 in the morning the nxt day.. it was nice.. we caught up, talked, drank, danced. We made a bet and if i won he had to come to Kuwait in new years and if he won i had to come..At around 11:30pm i called the chaffeur but he insisted on dropping me off.. We waited for the valet to bring his car.. It took forever and i was already really pissed and late.. He kept driving and was heading towards his place.. i was like
sami i want to go downtown,
yes baby im taking u in time i just wana show u something first..
no seriously i really have to get back.. im so tired and i have so much shit to do before my flight which gives me only a few hours of sleep which i hate..
No 7ayate it will only be a second..
baby ur not listening to me i really really have to get back now..
i promise ull only be 10 minutes late..

I was about to explode.. Well i dont want to be 10 minutes late!! I dont even wanna be 1 minute late he started parking and he didnt know how serious i was.. so i got out of the car and started calling my driver.. he's like
7ayate who u calling?
the driver!!
He comes over and takes my fone.. i was really really mad i wanted to punch him.. then he takes my hand and starts walking..i let go of his hand..hes like:
shoo fee?
i started screaming
r u fucking kidding me?? why arent u listening to me im telling u i need to be home right now. Whatever u wana show me, nxt time im in lebanon u can show me.. right now i cant.. im serious!!U wont believe what he does next.. he kisses my hand and says
"u wont regret it ya alby.."
THAT WAS IT! I slapped him in the face !! Of course he could not see that coming.. and his face OMG.. Then he got soo maddddddddd.. Then i left started walking andstarted calling my driver.. He started screaming at the top of his voice..
Il binit lama itkoon la'eema mab7iba.. ina kaydahoma 3atheem.. mab7ib il li'm lama ykoon filbinit .. kis ikht il ma3raf sho
i just kept on walking and his ego was too big to come after me.. To my luck.. my driver was close by.. I sat in a cafe waited for him for like 5 minutes.. The whole way back home he kept calling calling calling.. and msging me plz pick up bady i7keek 7abeb ilik shay ma bi'dar nam iza ma7keetik i ignored him and i will inshala lay yom il deeen jesus whats wrong with guys!! Y dont they just listen??
I love the whole romantic thing i really do.. and this guy is really romantic.. but why cant they just listen.. i was dead serious about wanting to go back home.. and i really needed to.. he couldve just obeyed what i wanted and we wouldve been good.. But they have to ruin it.. They have to..

Mbarak 3alaykom il shahar

Ahlan wasahlan.. Mbarak 3alaikom il shahar jameee3an.. 6ab3an ana ma7is birmithan min il ta3ab wil loya ili ana feeha.. Ive been working lately.. and ive been so busy many gadra a7ik rasy.. oo ri7t libnan for work a few weeks ago.. it was fantastic.. mashallah radat mithil awal o 3asa allah ytamim.. i would've liked it so much better if i wasnt there for work.. Inshalla im visiting again soon cuz ma shiba3t..

Soo hows ramadan with everyone? Im enjoying every bit of it except the headaches that i get before fi6oor.. Oo 6ab3an il jaw lir6ooba to7fa i9ara7a.. But its still very peaceful.. oo atwaqa3 in a weeek ra7 yit3adal iljaw ra7 ye9eer ma3qoool ya3ny.. I dont have time to watch any shows.. Ila bo qotada oo bo nabeel 3ala il fi6oor oo dandirma.. I laugh my ass off.. Oo bilaili just sleeep.. Bithab6 my schedule chithy.. Agom at 9, go to work.. oo akhali9 mishaweery.. ma arid il bait ila around 5.. 1 hr until fi6oor ashoof tv or agra qoran, then atfa6ar washoof a bit of tv.. then i just pass out until the next day.. How boring am i :P .. of course itha kint ma3zoma 3ala ghabga or watever fee exception bss this is basically my daily routine.. Bss a7ib il yam3a 3al fi6oor.. thats what im enjoying most and of course the food.. tashreeba oo harees oo knafa etc etc etc.. I wish i had time ina ashoof mosalsalat.. Ygooloon fee a few good ones.. But i truely dont have time.. I really neeed a break wayid ta3bana.. but it feels good to be productive for a change.. If i wasnt working i would probably be spending my days bil shalaih wiya il ba6aliyeen ili ma minhom fayda nafsyy 3arfeen nafshom 6ab3an :P hahah.. yalla taghyeeer ishwaya.. inshala in 3eed im gona take a break.. and pr0bably going to libnan.. 7ajazt there and paris as well.. I have to make up my mind this week 3ashan a9adir il tathakir.. I prefer libnan agrab oo yam3a bss malikhilg kwaitiyeeen.. the point of going to paris is isolation.. any suggestions anyone?

yala 3ala khair i will write soon oo yarait ili imsaween invite-only 7ag their pages isawoooli invite ishda3waa :P.. adios

back to Kuwait

Im at Kuwait at last.. I had a very refreshing trip and now i have a project to work on.. The father wants me to work on something really big so im going to be busy on it..



Walla portugal was amazing but i ran into a friend of mine and she told me about this other friend that got mugged.. She was wearing a backpack and trying to act like a tourist bs she was wearing this solitaire necklace with a 10,000 kd diamond. She went in to jewellery store and i guess someone noticed her.. When she left this gang of moroccans beat her up and stole her backpack.. oo inside was her rolex and some cash and cards.. They broke 2 of her ribs.. Maskeeena allah yshafeeha inshalla...



I went to rimini after portugal it was fantastic.. I met up with a few friends of mine there.. we swam and tanned and did a lot of water sports.. its a great place for kids.. too bad none of us have any.. and then they went to st tropez but i went to spain for 3 days cuz i had work..

I did some shopping in spain.. I went to sePhora.. Um mit3ib.. i got the stick on nailpolish thanx so much for the tip :P oo i bought this pen eye make up remover.. awal mara ashoof wayid 3ajabni.. i got a few., and im willing to share :P

While i was in spain.. i was sitting in the bar and using the internet cuz that was the only place they had wifi.. the waiter kept bringing me drinks and trying to make conversation.. anyways 3ogob gimt asolif wiyah ila 6ala3 hes half spanish half morrocan and hes amazinging handsome,, tall, tanned and great body.. Anyways we got to talking and he told me that him and the other waiters used the hotel pools after the bars closed, he invited me to join them but i didnt want to.. i stayed at the bar after hours and we started talking and had a few too many drinks .. then things began to get steamy and we fooled around a bit.. anyways he had to go back to work in 4 hrs and he had to drive back to his house which was 15 minutes away soo apparently i suggested he stay over.. He stayed over.. in separate beds.. and woke up in the early morning to go to work.. He was soo sweet and was my was6a for the rest of my stay.. Anything i wanted, ice, roomserivice, housekeeping, he always sent it asap.. and he told me about a club that he worked in.. but i didnt have a chance to check it out.. I hate traveling alone it gets soo lonely.. and im not used to this feeling of lonliness.. hope it doesnt last..

i have to talk about the spanish.. i hate being in a country and not knowing how to speak their langauge.. i feel ignorant.. and they dont make the effort to understand u.. its so irritating,. the other day i was at this store trying on some swimsuits.. i got out of the fitting room and gave the suits to the lady and told her they were both ok.. she nodded.. and i waited for her to tell me the price put them in a bag.. about 2 minutes later she hung them again and was looking at me.. THEN she realized that i wanted them!! jesus! she got them again and put them in a bag and gave me a price.. why the hell would i be waiting and staring at her if i didnt want them? and why would i tell her ok? and why would i be waiting staring at the cashier?? jesus lady its not rocket science.. she kepts apologizing.. i said it was ok but she should apologize for her stupidity..

I really missed Kuwait.. but i dont feel like going to work.. i must be like the laziest person alive.. all i want to do is relax and chill with friends.. eat, swim, tan.. relax.. I do enjoy my days in Kuwait.. 2 weeks until irmithan inshalla.. i wonder how its gona be this year..

anyways ive got to go.. ill write later.. adios

Portugal

Im in portugal.. its fuckin amazing.. but kinda hot.. The guys here are hot and their bodies omg.. Im leaving tomoro going to pass by rimini and then back to kuwait.. adios

The Blind date

Wai3 il blind date wai3 wai3333!! ashwa ina it was with this other couple.. the guy was OMG .. ya3ni im not shallow at all and i dont care about looks.. bss 3alaqal aby shakh9iya wila khifat dam.. faqeeer la shakil wela jisim, wela shakh9iya wela isloob welashay.. i was so relieved when the date was over.. ilyom i went to the gym, worked on my abs and then swam with a friend.. im gona have killer abs by the end of the summer woohooww.. and my tan is amazing.. woohoow



this is me and my hubby inshala :P bs inshala my hubby ikon jisma a7la min haik :P

What i have been up to

Wow have i had a couple of interesting days.. 6ab3an il wnet mashtaghal bil shalaih madry laish and i didnt really have time for it..
Ive been playing the field like crazy.. Ta3arft 3ala this guy OMG.. hes the most gorgeous guy ive ever seen in my life.. let me explain:
He has black hair, saksoka, his eyes are aakh 3athaaaaaaaaaab
he has the best smile ever, its sly and sexy
and his body OMG!! Its fuckin amazing..
When i saw him i couldnt keep my eyes off him i swear to god.. i kept staring and staring.. We then got to know each other on the beach..
I went over to his house yesterday we got to talking and all of a sudden we started making out and he made the sexiest sounds i ever heard! He was like a roaring lion.. He turned me on so much the sob but i decided to stop cuz i had other plans.. But hes so fuckin hot i cant get over it.. But its just a fling we both know it..

Im also going on this blind date today with my other friend and her bf.. I wonder how thats gonna go.. I may travel to portugal in 3 days on a 1 week trip.. Its with a few friends that are going to be there for work.. I havent been to portugal yet, im just working on my visa..

im actually having a blast in kuwait, i never thought i would though.. maybe its the single life.. i saw my ex the other day, he was looking good.. he stared at me for the longest time but i didnt make eye contact i was afraid i was gona break down and cry.. allah ykon bil3on.. i miss him

A message to people reading my posts

NO JUDGMENT PLEASE

Ive had enough judgment from this country, i write anonymously to speak my mind and avoid judgment, if u r here to judge than i suggest u dont visit my page and keep your comments to urself.. i am a free person, my parents are openminded, and they know how i am.. Keep your judgments to urself

Posting min il chalet allah y3afy w-net

Bacher inshala baroo7 il chalet oo we're gona spend the whole week there., i may post my blogs from there.. if im sober enough :P ..wath3na bikon bithab6:

wii
playstation
janjifa
aflam
masra7iyat
tv
dancing
istihbal
istimlaq
tisi6il
concerts
siba7a
tanning
watersports
f7ai7eel
FOOOD AND MORE FOOD
6ab3an adry we're gona end up cooking min il boredom

sounds good doesnt it

hope it works out.. wala 3ad recently all i want to do is get high or drunk.. i never was like this... and i dont do hal ashyaa unless im spending the night bara.. o 6ab3an its not socially accepted by anyone to do hal ashyaa.. so i have just a few friends that i can do these things with.. thats a good thing actually 3ashan may9eer shay 3adi.. and i dont do it very often.. its just cuz im bored and single and unemployed.. inshalla when i work and my life gets back on track i wont have time for these things and i wont feel the need to do them,, 3ad walla i few yrs ago i hated drinking and hated hanging out with people that drink.. i couldnt be ina relationship with anyone that drank.. my bf of 4 yrs used to drink and made him quit drinking.. who would have thought i would end up this way.. But i know that im only doing it out of boredom and depression.. I hope this is just a phase..

Woke up at 7am

Hello everybody.. let me tell u about my day.. i woke up early morning to visit this new restaurant by the name of Early Bird in fahaheel.. When we got there 6ala3 its closed madry laish.. o the sign on the door said ina it opens 5 till 3.. strange.. i called the place chan yi6la3li answering machine.. il mishkila 7adna kina mishtiheena me and a friend.. so we decided to go to za3tar oo zait.. we went here then dashaina movie wanted .. haha it was really funny.. angelina jolie was hot.. bss il filim china filim hindi.. il bullets idishon ib ba3ath and people dodge bullets and stuff.. we laughed our asses off.. we were the only ones in the movie theater ashwa!..

its now 4 am and i cant sleep! madry shasawi.. i may get a job soon..i got an email today that said im going to get a call from a certain company tomorrow.. im about ready to do something different..

I took the "I'm Your Venus?" quiz on gURL.com
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The weekend

Be careful what u wish for cuz u just might get it.. Recently me and my ex broke up.. and he wanted me to stop contacting him.. not that i do.. he just didnt want me to call or msg.. his reason was becuz he was trying to forget me and didnt want anything else reminding him of me.. that hurt..

Anywayss... i had a blast this weekend it was amazing..

We went to the chalet me and a couple of friends.. we drank and drank and drank.. we didnt sleep.. we swam at 8.. we all pretty wasted :P .. and we stayed up until 10pm in the chalet. We ate alot and laughed alot and did alot of stupid things.. Then we slept and woke up in the morning and came to the deera. The chalet was a messs.. But i did have fun and dont remember half the things that happened..

Kuwait and drugs

Walla il kwait ya jima3a 9ayra madry ishlon.. the other day i was out with this guy.. we're friends.. 6ala3na for dinner oo solafna.. then we got to talking about drugs and drinking and all that shit.. i thought he was clean bs 6ala3 he smokes up.. rikabna ilsayara ila il 7abeeeb 3inda joint bil glove comPartment.. what the hell and he wanted us to smoke up but i refused to cuz i dont smoke up if im going back home.. and i had to drive back home.. bs hatha 9ar shay 3adi o lama ilwa7d igol i7ashish china igol idakhin.. all of sudden its all very ok..

will we get lucky :P

hey... im having spageti and its soo delicious.. i just had a dream about my ex.. gimt min il nom wayid thayig khilgi.. cuz bil7ilm kan yay ifrashy oo 7a6 rasa on my shoulder oo nam.. oo i just held him cuz i miss him soo much.. gimt min il nom shway oo abchy ina it wasnt real.. ;(

im going to a friends house in a bit.. ib nil3ab games and watch tv o watever blah blah.. ba3arif wa7da a3arfha 3ala wa7d.. kanaw yabon alcohol but i decided ina mabi cuz i dont drink.. o malikhilg ma9khara..

so this friend ili baro7 baithom.. we've been friends for a few yrs now.. but we just got closer oo we're both single fa we always make jokes ina we're gona hook up and stuff.. oo kil ma aroo7 baithom igooli la tinsain il lingerie.. fa last time i went i slept over.. and we drank so i was tired and kind of passed out.. he was wide awake fa wana nayma igooolii .. flana.. wain il lingerie aby ashoofa.. wana agoola chuubbb banaam.. wirid igooli aby il lingerie bashoofa yala.. wana agoola banaaaaaaam.. oo bss :P soo i told him bathab6a bil lingerie hal mara but we're not gona be alone so0o madry shino il wathh33..

i cant imagine myself doing anything with him.. its too yucky.. but i am in need of a man.. i really am... anywaysss.. i gtg shave my legs l0l.. i will post later about wat happenss...

my love life..

i recently got out of a 5 and a half year relationship.. so im not very used to this single thing.. i feel like im free and i wana do so many things but i cant bring myself to.. its kinda weird.. im not over my ex at all.. maybe when i am things will start making sense..

3alimni wishlon ansak wanam wana ili lik 9a7i ayam oo ayam.. ihdaa 7ag ili ib bali..

most of the time i feel lonely.. i have tons of friends but im a person who always needs that special someone... im sure that i will meet someone in the coming days but i dont know when.. even when im out wiya rab3y oo mistanseeen oo 7alatna 7ala i still feel a part of me is missing.. i guess thats what u get when ur in relationship for 5 years, it becomes a part of u and when its gone u dont know how to live..

The fascinatingly beautiful girl

Thak ilyom walla ana 6al3a chan aroo7 mokan ( bidon thikir asami) ili ikoon ladies night 3indihom.. 6ab3an ashkal oo alwan.. kil wa7da boya wiya 9a7batha o rag9 oo kil wa7da ga3da ib 7ithinha wa7da.. oo bikiniat oo sowalif.. il moohem halsowalif ta3awadna 3alaiha o ma gamat it'hizni.. lashkal istaqfar allah oo ma3a i7tirami liljamee3 itlawi3 il chabd wil wath3 cheap..

bss mino lima7t min 6araf 3aini..

wa7da jameeeelaaaaaa...

baitha oo sha3arha 6iweela i3yoonha was3a..

bara6emha ikbar..

khashimha izgheer..

bashratha 9afyaa..

oo labsa band 3ala sha3arha..

o ga3da targi9 lilasaf il shadeed wiya wa7da sheefa..

i couldnt keep my eyes off her..

i was amazed by her beauty..

and her body wasnt bad either..

oo rag9ha awaili 3alaih..

3ayazt wana at7asar why are the good ones all taken.. o 7awalt aroo7 akalimha bs i couldnt get the courage.. im very confident and can do anything but when it comes to hitting on girls its just something i cant do cuz im afriad of being shot down.. i can hit on guys but not girls.. thats strange but true..

a little something about me:

i love beauty.. beautiful girls blow me away

guys dont have to be beautiful, i just like hot bodies.. li9bay khal ikoon sheefa o wayha in3al bss itha jisma 7ilo khala9 7abaita..

btw ive never really been with a woman before but i find myself sexually attracted to them.. and i cant be with a woman unless i find her attractive.. i know lots of girls that hit on me and want to be with me... but i cant bring myself to be with them, ive been with lots of guys on the other hand.. and im perfectly fine with it..

brb akamil in a bit theres somewhere i have to be

anyways shiftha hal 7ilwa and i was amazed 9ara7a.. o i really wanted to talk to her.. just talk.. but i couldnt cuz half the girls there were hitting on her.. and i didnt wana be one of " them" ..

isnt this a beautiful plant? its beautiful to look at, beautiful to smell and beautiful to smoke lol.. dont worry im not a pothead but i do enjoy the occasional joint.. i want a plant like this to put outside my window

MY LOVE

waay shino ya3ni jisma? yitqashmar? ili ishoof hatha shlon i6il bajsam likwaitiyeeen il araf kil wa7d im9a3way imsha3ir oo g9ayir.. laish ma 3indina hal ajsam?? ya khalaaf.. this is the hottest actor ever.. *sigh* khal a6ee7 3alaik bss ya matthew walla may9eer khair..

I need to feel the weight of a man on me.. i need a man in my life.. even if its just fun until the real thing comes along.. i just need it.. akh

Hello and welcome.. This is my first blog ever.. Ive always wanted to have a blog.. and now i finally have the time to have one.. I have all summer.. bag3ad o ba67as oo mani imsafra.. so happy reading ..

ok let me tell u a bit abt myself

1. unemployed and lovin it

2. single and not lovin it so much

3. i LOOOVEEE food (especially kwt restaurants, i dont care wat anybody says theyre the best)

4. i love to have fun, any kind of activity makes me happy

5. kilshay foga (translation: up for anything and i mean ANYTHING)

6. aghani 3arabiya r my drug

madry ba3ad shagol :P thats it for now