The Blind date

Wai3 il blind date wai3 wai3333!! ashwa ina it was with this other couple.. the guy was OMG .. ya3ni im not shallow at all and i dont care about looks.. bss 3alaqal aby shakh9iya wila khifat dam.. faqeeer la shakil wela jisim, wela shakh9iya wela isloob welashay.. i was so relieved when the date was over.. ilyom i went to the gym, worked on my abs and then swam with a friend.. im gona have killer abs by the end of the summer woohooww.. and my tan is amazing.. woohoow



this is me and my hubby inshala :P bs inshala my hubby ikon jisma a7la min haik :P

What i have been up to

Wow have i had a couple of interesting days.. 6ab3an il wnet mashtaghal bil shalaih madry laish and i didnt really have time for it..
Ive been playing the field like crazy.. Ta3arft 3ala this guy OMG.. hes the most gorgeous guy ive ever seen in my life.. let me explain:
He has black hair, saksoka, his eyes are aakh 3athaaaaaaaaaab
he has the best smile ever, its sly and sexy
and his body OMG!! Its fuckin amazing..
When i saw him i couldnt keep my eyes off him i swear to god.. i kept staring and staring.. We then got to know each other on the beach..
I went over to his house yesterday we got to talking and all of a sudden we started making out and he made the sexiest sounds i ever heard! He was like a roaring lion.. He turned me on so much the sob but i decided to stop cuz i had other plans.. But hes so fuckin hot i cant get over it.. But its just a fling we both know it..

Im also going on this blind date today with my other friend and her bf.. I wonder how thats gonna go.. I may travel to portugal in 3 days on a 1 week trip.. Its with a few friends that are going to be there for work.. I havent been to portugal yet, im just working on my visa..

im actually having a blast in kuwait, i never thought i would though.. maybe its the single life.. i saw my ex the other day, he was looking good.. he stared at me for the longest time but i didnt make eye contact i was afraid i was gona break down and cry.. allah ykon bil3on.. i miss him

A message to people reading my posts

NO JUDGMENT PLEASE

Ive had enough judgment from this country, i write anonymously to speak my mind and avoid judgment, if u r here to judge than i suggest u dont visit my page and keep your comments to urself.. i am a free person, my parents are openminded, and they know how i am.. Keep your judgments to urself

Posting min il chalet allah y3afy w-net

Bacher inshala baroo7 il chalet oo we're gona spend the whole week there., i may post my blogs from there.. if im sober enough :P ..wath3na bikon bithab6:

wii
playstation
janjifa
aflam
masra7iyat
tv
dancing
istihbal
istimlaq
tisi6il
concerts
siba7a
tanning
watersports
f7ai7eel
FOOOD AND MORE FOOD
6ab3an adry we're gona end up cooking min il boredom

sounds good doesnt it

hope it works out.. wala 3ad recently all i want to do is get high or drunk.. i never was like this... and i dont do hal ashyaa unless im spending the night bara.. o 6ab3an its not socially accepted by anyone to do hal ashyaa.. so i have just a few friends that i can do these things with.. thats a good thing actually 3ashan may9eer shay 3adi.. and i dont do it very often.. its just cuz im bored and single and unemployed.. inshalla when i work and my life gets back on track i wont have time for these things and i wont feel the need to do them,, 3ad walla i few yrs ago i hated drinking and hated hanging out with people that drink.. i couldnt be ina relationship with anyone that drank.. my bf of 4 yrs used to drink and made him quit drinking.. who would have thought i would end up this way.. But i know that im only doing it out of boredom and depression.. I hope this is just a phase..

Woke up at 7am

Hello everybody.. let me tell u about my day.. i woke up early morning to visit this new restaurant by the name of Early Bird in fahaheel.. When we got there 6ala3 its closed madry laish.. o the sign on the door said ina it opens 5 till 3.. strange.. i called the place chan yi6la3li answering machine.. il mishkila 7adna kina mishtiheena me and a friend.. so we decided to go to za3tar oo zait.. we went here then dashaina movie wanted .. haha it was really funny.. angelina jolie was hot.. bss il filim china filim hindi.. il bullets idishon ib ba3ath and people dodge bullets and stuff.. we laughed our asses off.. we were the only ones in the movie theater ashwa!..

its now 4 am and i cant sleep! madry shasawi.. i may get a job soon..i got an email today that said im going to get a call from a certain company tomorrow.. im about ready to do something different..

I took the "I'm Your Venus?" quiz on gURL.com
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The weekend

Be careful what u wish for cuz u just might get it.. Recently me and my ex broke up.. and he wanted me to stop contacting him.. not that i do.. he just didnt want me to call or msg.. his reason was becuz he was trying to forget me and didnt want anything else reminding him of me.. that hurt..

Anywayss... i had a blast this weekend it was amazing..

We went to the chalet me and a couple of friends.. we drank and drank and drank.. we didnt sleep.. we swam at 8.. we all pretty wasted :P .. and we stayed up until 10pm in the chalet. We ate alot and laughed alot and did alot of stupid things.. Then we slept and woke up in the morning and came to the deera. The chalet was a messs.. But i did have fun and dont remember half the things that happened..

Kuwait and drugs

Walla il kwait ya jima3a 9ayra madry ishlon.. the other day i was out with this guy.. we're friends.. 6ala3na for dinner oo solafna.. then we got to talking about drugs and drinking and all that shit.. i thought he was clean bs 6ala3 he smokes up.. rikabna ilsayara ila il 7abeeeb 3inda joint bil glove comPartment.. what the hell and he wanted us to smoke up but i refused to cuz i dont smoke up if im going back home.. and i had to drive back home.. bs hatha 9ar shay 3adi o lama ilwa7d igol i7ashish china igol idakhin.. all of sudden its all very ok..

will we get lucky :P

hey... im having spageti and its soo delicious.. i just had a dream about my ex.. gimt min il nom wayid thayig khilgi.. cuz bil7ilm kan yay ifrashy oo 7a6 rasa on my shoulder oo nam.. oo i just held him cuz i miss him soo much.. gimt min il nom shway oo abchy ina it wasnt real.. ;(

im going to a friends house in a bit.. ib nil3ab games and watch tv o watever blah blah.. ba3arif wa7da a3arfha 3ala wa7d.. kanaw yabon alcohol but i decided ina mabi cuz i dont drink.. o malikhilg ma9khara..

so this friend ili baro7 baithom.. we've been friends for a few yrs now.. but we just got closer oo we're both single fa we always make jokes ina we're gona hook up and stuff.. oo kil ma aroo7 baithom igooli la tinsain il lingerie.. fa last time i went i slept over.. and we drank so i was tired and kind of passed out.. he was wide awake fa wana nayma igooolii .. flana.. wain il lingerie aby ashoofa.. wana agoola chuubbb banaam.. wirid igooli aby il lingerie bashoofa yala.. wana agoola banaaaaaaam.. oo bss :P soo i told him bathab6a bil lingerie hal mara but we're not gona be alone so0o madry shino il wathh33..

i cant imagine myself doing anything with him.. its too yucky.. but i am in need of a man.. i really am... anywaysss.. i gtg shave my legs l0l.. i will post later about wat happenss...

my love life..

i recently got out of a 5 and a half year relationship.. so im not very used to this single thing.. i feel like im free and i wana do so many things but i cant bring myself to.. its kinda weird.. im not over my ex at all.. maybe when i am things will start making sense..

3alimni wishlon ansak wanam wana ili lik 9a7i ayam oo ayam.. ihdaa 7ag ili ib bali..

most of the time i feel lonely.. i have tons of friends but im a person who always needs that special someone... im sure that i will meet someone in the coming days but i dont know when.. even when im out wiya rab3y oo mistanseeen oo 7alatna 7ala i still feel a part of me is missing.. i guess thats what u get when ur in relationship for 5 years, it becomes a part of u and when its gone u dont know how to live..

The fascinatingly beautiful girl

Thak ilyom walla ana 6al3a chan aroo7 mokan ( bidon thikir asami) ili ikoon ladies night 3indihom.. 6ab3an ashkal oo alwan.. kil wa7da boya wiya 9a7batha o rag9 oo kil wa7da ga3da ib 7ithinha wa7da.. oo bikiniat oo sowalif.. il moohem halsowalif ta3awadna 3alaiha o ma gamat it'hizni.. lashkal istaqfar allah oo ma3a i7tirami liljamee3 itlawi3 il chabd wil wath3 cheap..

bss mino lima7t min 6araf 3aini..

wa7da jameeeelaaaaaa...

baitha oo sha3arha 6iweela i3yoonha was3a..

bara6emha ikbar..

khashimha izgheer..

bashratha 9afyaa..

oo labsa band 3ala sha3arha..

o ga3da targi9 lilasaf il shadeed wiya wa7da sheefa..

i couldnt keep my eyes off her..

i was amazed by her beauty..

and her body wasnt bad either..

oo rag9ha awaili 3alaih..

3ayazt wana at7asar why are the good ones all taken.. o 7awalt aroo7 akalimha bs i couldnt get the courage.. im very confident and can do anything but when it comes to hitting on girls its just something i cant do cuz im afriad of being shot down.. i can hit on guys but not girls.. thats strange but true..

a little something about me:

i love beauty.. beautiful girls blow me away

guys dont have to be beautiful, i just like hot bodies.. li9bay khal ikoon sheefa o wayha in3al bss itha jisma 7ilo khala9 7abaita..

btw ive never really been with a woman before but i find myself sexually attracted to them.. and i cant be with a woman unless i find her attractive.. i know lots of girls that hit on me and want to be with me... but i cant bring myself to be with them, ive been with lots of guys on the other hand.. and im perfectly fine with it..

brb akamil in a bit theres somewhere i have to be

anyways shiftha hal 7ilwa and i was amazed 9ara7a.. o i really wanted to talk to her.. just talk.. but i couldnt cuz half the girls there were hitting on her.. and i didnt wana be one of " them" ..

isnt this a beautiful plant? its beautiful to look at, beautiful to smell and beautiful to smoke lol.. dont worry im not a pothead but i do enjoy the occasional joint.. i want a plant like this to put outside my window

MY LOVE

waay shino ya3ni jisma? yitqashmar? ili ishoof hatha shlon i6il bajsam likwaitiyeeen il araf kil wa7d im9a3way imsha3ir oo g9ayir.. laish ma 3indina hal ajsam?? ya khalaaf.. this is the hottest actor ever.. *sigh* khal a6ee7 3alaik bss ya matthew walla may9eer khair..

I need to feel the weight of a man on me.. i need a man in my life.. even if its just fun until the real thing comes along.. i just need it.. akh

Hello and welcome.. This is my first blog ever.. Ive always wanted to have a blog.. and now i finally have the time to have one.. I have all summer.. bag3ad o ba67as oo mani imsafra.. so happy reading ..

ok let me tell u a bit abt myself

1. unemployed and lovin it

2. single and not lovin it so much

3. i LOOOVEEE food (especially kwt restaurants, i dont care wat anybody says theyre the best)

4. i love to have fun, any kind of activity makes me happy

5. kilshay foga (translation: up for anything and i mean ANYTHING)

6. aghani 3arabiya r my drug

madry ba3ad shagol :P thats it for now