Friday, October 31, 2008

9abir 3ala ghirbali galb il 3ana 9abar..

Lately, ive been seeing this guy.. lets call him 7ana.. oo 6ab3an isim 3ala mosama.. OMG.. for the first week, i saw him everyday, theres this garden we go to, we walk around, talk, its very sweet and romantic, and the weather is amazing.. Until il 7abeeb bida i7in!! I7in i7in.. on the weekend i wanted to c my friends.. Oo ana? Oo ana? Laish matshoofeeni walhan 3alaich etc etc.. Gitla next week.. The next week i got so busy at work.. ili arid ilbait 7 pm oo 3ala6ool anam.. oo he was such a drama queen oo mo 3ajba o laish mitghayra.. we started fighting and everytime i scream at him he becomes an angel.. but he was really really annoying me.. he was such a kid and i wanted a way to get rid of him.. i tried telling him we want different things.. bs he refused to break up.. o hes crazy about me.. and he keeps talking about marriage and ina yabi yitqadamli although hes still studying!!! He insisted that his mom speak to my mom but i refused cuz i couldnt see the relationship going anywhere.. ya3ni ok we have fun.. but i dont feel the same way he feels about me.. i wanted a way out but i couldnt find it.. everything i do i7abiba feeni akthar.. maybe he just liked the challenge.. oo the fact that nothing is easy with me.. o mit3awid 3ala il banat il "obedient" oo kilshay 7ather oo min 3yoni.. o may3andoon.. o hes the kind ily kila t7ibeni? walahtay 3alay? hes so insecure he needs me to tell him walaht 3alaik 10 days a day.. jeezz akrah ili chithi.. oo i hate it when somebody asks me.. if i miss u ill tell u! im not gona wait for u 2 ask..oo itha dafli o shaf waiting.. SHIBKEENI!! Haaw ishfee sul6an zamana.. o 6ab3an itha shafny in public idigli oo yabeeni asolif wiyah 7ata loo ana ib ma63am surrounded by every1.. i hate these annoying habits ili fee..anyways 3ad ams 6ala3t min dawam around 5 o dagaitla ma rad 3alay.. so i slept.. when i woke up ila 5 missed calls mina oo msgs oo loya.. i called him back ila hes screaming INTAY WAINICH O WAYID 3A6AITICH WAYH oo 7achy 7achy.. gitla haw?? what the hell? gitla i just woke up.. OO NISAITAY INA FEE WA7D ISMA 7ANA LAZIM ITDIGEENLA? gitla haw dagaitlik.. 6ab3an sawa salfa.. bss hnee baqait anfijir ga3adt a9arihk a9arikh.. agoola i dont need this drama ive had enough drama for a lifetime.. ana this is my life.. if i make time for u ya36eeni il 3afya.. if i cant then i cant! theres nothing i can do about it.. 6ab3an 3ogob fajaa chan i9eer calm.. oo khala9 ma 9ar shay.. gitla imbala 9aar shay .. mo bkaifik tsawy salfa ba3dain u suddenly decide to forget about it 3ogob ma ta7rig a39abi.. gitla tara ana moo malzooma feek wela inta malzoom feeni.. and i left him then and there.. im sick of the constant nagging.. i hate relationships like this.. and i hate it when somebody thinks the relationship is going somewhere when it isnt.. GOD he was such a waste of time and energy.. but he was HOT! :p yala maykhalif shinsawi ba3ad..


Ili ba3do.. you know what i hate.. banat il tafheen ili ma 3indihom mowathee3.. walla kil ma ag3ad wiya banat il miwathee3 as follows:

1. rijeem oo akil oo wazin
2. breast size (i have large boobs i wanna make them smaller VS. i have small boobs i wana make them bigger)
3. celebrities!
4. clothes

Laish ya3ni ya raby?? I hate all 4 of hal mowathee3.. fee much more interesting and important topics ya banat.. o if u start talking about the market or watever's happening in the world ma7ad ya36eech wayh.. bsir3a yighayron il mawtho3 to something useless..

Monday, October 27, 2008

Marriage


Helloo people..
Its been a while since ive written i know.. bss 9ara7a mako shay special.. work work work.. im not used to this.. i dont have time for anything.. i dont have a social life.. it sucks..

I wanted to discuss a topic.. MARRIAGE
Personally i think its too early to get married.. Ili ishoofni igooli hathy shkoborha o lail7een ma tizawijat ib mojtama3na il 7ilo 6ab3an.. im in my mid 20s.. but i think im still young and not ready to get married.. Mali migaga ajabil wa7id oo i compromise oo adareeh oo asheel ham bait fog rasy.. Thats totally fine.. Until i think lay mita?? Ya3ni ive been this way for a few years.. Will i ever change? Will i ever want to start a family? 9ara7a il mawtho3 it scares me.. I dont know what the future has in store.. I dont know if ill ever change.. oo 3ala golat 6iweelat il 3omir samantha jones
I love you but i love me more..
Ive never been in a relationship ili badait wa7id 3ala nafsy.. NO WAY.. Oo it usually ends with me thinking about myself.. putting my needs first.. i actually prefer being single for many reasons.. i like my space, i like to do watever ib rasy, traveling, having guy friends, forgetting about my fone, no curfew, etc etc. But my single version, is having multiple relationships with no string attached :P .. it just keeps me sane.. i like the feeling of somebody caring about me and caring about someone without compromising.. Im waiting for the real thing.. and i think its gona take a while.. And one more thing.. im very high maintenance oo mo wayed nas yegderon yet7ameloni.. 3aneeeda oo asawi ili ib rasy.. and im very controlling.. oo 6ab3an shababna and their ego latyeehom wa7da chithy ishigooni ihdoomhom.. so i have very bad experience with kuwaiti guys.. bss tadroon shlon itbayin rijoolat il wa7id.. when he lets his guard down a bit.. lama ikhali il wa7da she takes control.. itha inta yaa rayal wathiq ib nafsik laish lazim itwareeni 3athalatik oo t9arikh o rij3ay il bait imbachir o latsaween oo latroo7een.. ana i believe in equality of the exes in a relationship.. jomlat ana rayal intay ibnaya matfeed wiyay.. its usually the first sign of a break up.. oo to tell u the truth fee riyayeel wil ni3im feehom o they respect a woman's right to say watever she wants and be as controlling as she wants.. allah yathkirhom bil khair..

What are your views on marriage?

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Tired :(

Very very very tiring day today at work.. i didnt even get the chance to write... It was so busy i couldnt do anything.. I left the office at 6pm.. God im hungry.. I just ordered food and im gona eat and sleeep..

Something funny. 3ajaj takes sex tips from his sister lol and he speaks to her every single day.

Something fun. My crush smiled at me today *wink* wink* that was actually the highlight of my day.. I couldnt stop smiling after that.. *sigh* he's dreamy.. i wonder if hes interested.. im workin on it.. He looks like a Yousef

Yesterday i went out with this guy that likes me.. We're friends and i dont feel any attraction towards him physical or otherwise.. He's been insisting since like forever to invite me for a meal.. I finally said yes.. We went to this restaurant, it went well.. but i still dont feel anything towards him.. He's been msging me ever since i left.. OMG!! How was dinner hope u had fun.. awalshay radait 3alaih.. 3ogob gam isolif.. oo ana akrah il sowalif by sms.. fa arid ib kilma.. then gitla banam oo nimt... Ilyom min il9ib7 he's been msging and i was really busy fa kil ma akhith telefoni fee a few msgs.. oo arid ib kilma.. Dear god help me.. And the way he was looking at me at dinner was unbelievable.. I just dont feel the same way but i dont know how to tell him.. Hes sweet but definitly not my type..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdlhZ6mmb70

such a sad and true song.. Beyonce is unbelievable.. I love her voice

enjoy adios



Sunday, October 12, 2008

The office

Win6a7 galby mayitin feek khaleeh.. ya 7ay galbin 6a7 oo ya 7ayah il mout..

9a7 ilsanik ya faza3..

The other day kina bil mahboula starbuckss me and a few friends having coffee.. we left at around 10pm ila ib dakhlat these transexuals.. awalshay i thought they were whores.. then staw3abt ina they're guys o they were wearing black wigs tasree7at wilthalith labis 7jab ili fee strass!!! OMG that was hilarious.. o they had no self esteem ya3ni we were staring at them o ga3d i6al3on 3al arth.. ksaraw kha6ry..

I had the juiciest dream ever ams... I dreamt i had sex with matthew maconaughey!!! He was surfing at the beach o fajaa we started getting it on on the beach.. then we moved inside to this room.. and he had a "concert" apparently in 2 hrs but we didnt want to leave the room.. it was actually really reallly hot.. When i woke up i was about to die.. LAISH 7ILM!!!! Woke up, got dressed and got to work but i still have a big smile on my face..

HAVE YOU EVER?!
Bungee jumped: Yeah it was amazing

Used someone: sadly yes
Had bloody nose: too many times
Played truth or dare: haha yeah and did some pretty crazy shit too
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: Nah
Been in a physical fight: yesss
Knocked on wood: Eee
Broken a bone: of course
Broken the law: in every single country

LAST TIME
Laughed and why? 2min ago, my colleague offered me almonds cuz according to him they make us "smarter" typical palestinian

Cried and why? Yesterday, was talking about a sensitive subject (the ex)
Hugged someone and whom ? 2 days ago, my best friend Queen B
Recieved a call and from whom ? an hour ago, a friend
Used a pen and what did wrote ? Half an hour ago, signed some papers
Lied and whats the truth ? Told someone that i missed them when i didnt :P they asked me i didnt wana be rude
Recieved a message and from whom ? Just now, this guy
Took a shower: Last night
Put make-up on: This morning
Ride a bike: So long ago but im going out in the harley this weekend wohoo

RIGHT NOW
Eating: Listening to the infamous married to 2 grls man :P lets call him 3ajaj

Thinking: what im gona eat
Watching: pc screen
Listening to: lifehouse-watever it takes
Feeling: restless as usual
Wearing: Royal blue dress, red heels
Waiting for: Work to finish
Hating: That i have nothing to do
Missing: my B's
Loving: 3ajaj, he just offered me cake :P
Worried about: hamada, this guy ive been seeing that broke his leg
Planning: to walk around in a bit
Annoyed with: the chaos going on around me

MENTION TWO THINGS THAT
Make you happy: Feeling productive + just sitting with my B's

That you're obsessed with: Neatness + nails
Make you sad: Change + hopelessness
You hate: traffic + hot weather
You're doing: music + reading blogs
You like to eat: chocolate cake + kitco salt and vinegar
Smell Bad: tuna + indian armpits
That we probably dont know about you: hate it when people touch my toes
That you did today: drank orange juice + came to work early
That are dangerous: Playing with people's emotions + smsing while driving
That you're good at: too many :)
That hurt: Betrayal + Losing someone u love

RANDOM
Tell us something your "3ax el nas" about: no matter what time i sleep, i always wake up at the same time

Can you play any instruments? used to play the clarinet
List four things that you are less than 3 meters away from: my fone, my bag, my glasses, glass of water
Have you ever been told you look like someone, if yes, who? My sisters, my bro, the mother and the father
Are you enjoying this tag? Nah
What bad habits do you have? laziness, procrastination
If you could have one day being the opposite gender, what would you do ? go to the gahwa oo shalay ib ni9 il lail oo ma6ar il fayer oo 7adag etc etc its a long long list
Worst thing that has happened to you this year: too many..
What's your current Habba Song? if i were a boy-beyonce..
Any last words? Inshala

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Interesting people

I was speaking to this colleague of mine ilyom after a meeting.. kan yishtighil ib kuwait funds o yalina 3ogob.. o he speaks 4 languages.. o ahala 3indihom sharikat moqawalat ishtaghal 3indihom for a while... o niseeba real estate ham ishtaghal wiyah.. 9ara7a wow.. igooli ana la fita7t majala i dont just read one section.. ya3ni 4 sections are of interest to him o yifham feehom.. i9ara7a wow oo wini3im feeh.. i agree laish ilwa7d yakhith takha9o9 wa7d wirakiz 3alaih.. khala9 ana a7ibhalshay ma7ib ghaira.. inzain shdarak inik mat7ib ghaira? jarib shoof expand ur horizons... ana 6ab3an lo iyeeni wa7d 3inda2 majors oo wa7d mitkha9i9 ib major wa7d o mit3amiq feeh ashaghil il double major without a doubt.. mako a7la min il variety.7ata lo y3arif shwaya 3an everything yit3alam ba3ad wayid zain.. a7san min starting from scratch.

ako to7fat wiyay bildawam.. fee wa7d hes like a CEO and hes the loudest person ever.. oo hes in his late 30s early 40s o mitzawij thintain!! And i listen to him talking to them.. wa7da om i3yala she packs him his lunch and calls him to talk about the kids if they dont wana go to school or watever.. wilthanya kila ita7al6am laish matshofni o laish matdigli and i can tell ina shes young cuz kila igolaha intay o rab3ich hathail ili ishayshoonich 3alay bathba7kom.. oo they smoke up together.. him and his wife.. that was hilarious!! a colleague of mine ya o gali he overheard him telling her ina theyregona smoke up this weekend.. sweet.. 9ij tha7akt.. hes a very entertaining guy and very energetic mashala.. he cracks me up.. allah yathkira bilkhair

i need to get a new blackberry..ra7 feeha mali.. any suggestions on where to get one bil q8? and nobody tell me zain!!

THINGS I MISS:
my friends the k's :( havent seen them in ages
the beach and everything about it
my tan
chocolate pudding in slider station
maki
shalay!!
britney and bobby
alcohol
tv shows

I heard gossip girl season 2 is good.. and beverly hills 90210.. i need to start downloading soon..next week is gona be fuckin hectic though ;/

greys anatomy
dirty sexy money
gg
90210
pb
desp housewives
ugly betty

these are the shows i need to download..

3eed & work

Woow its been a while since ive written.. Ive done so much in the past month.. im proud ofmyself.. i feel productive for a change.. I worked with the father.. Ive always said no to working with him.. but its making him very happy so i decided to stay for a bit.. plussi lost alot of cash in the market!! i need to make some money and lets face it he pays really well..

azmat il soog ya jima3a.. il saham kilyom yanzil.. ilyom 620 fils!! tidakhilaw ya 7ikooma before its too late.. azma walla azmaa.. la 7awla wela qowata ila bilah..


I went to paris in eid.. it was fuckin amazing.. il soog wow.. i spent alot but it was worth it.. when i came back to kuwait it was via beirut so i decided to stay a night.. i havethis friend in beirut..
this guy that has always liked me.. so we decided to meet for drinksat around 9pm but i had to go back home at 12am cuz i had some packing to do.. my plane was at 10 in the morning the nxt day.. it was nice.. we caught up, talked, drank, danced. We made a bet and if i won he had to come to Kuwait in new years and if he won i had to come..At around 11:30pm i called the chaffeur but he insisted on dropping me off.. We waited for the valet to bring his car.. It took forever and i was already really pissed and late.. He kept driving and was heading towards his place.. i was like
sami i want to go downtown,
yes baby im taking u in time i just wana show u something first..
no seriously i really have to get back.. im so tired and i have so much shit to do before my flight which gives me only a few hours of sleep which i hate..
No 7ayate it will only be a second..
baby ur not listening to me i really really have to get back now..
i promise ull only be 10 minutes late..

I was about to explode.. Well i dont want to be 10 minutes late!! I dont even wanna be 1 minute late he started parking and he didnt know how serious i was.. so i got out of the car and started calling my driver.. he's like
7ayate who u calling?
the driver!!
He comes over and takes my fone.. i was really really mad i wanted to punch him.. then he takes my hand and starts walking..i let go of his hand..hes like:
shoo fee?
i started screaming
r u fucking kidding me?? why arent u listening to me im telling u i need to be home right now. Whatever u wana show me, nxt time im in lebanon u can show me.. right now i cant.. im serious!!U wont believe what he does next.. he kisses my hand and says
"u wont regret it ya alby.."
THAT WAS IT! I slapped him in the face !! Of course he could not see that coming.. and his face OMG.. Then he got soo maddddddddd.. Then i left started walking andstarted calling my driver.. He started screaming at the top of his voice..
Il binit lama itkoon la'eema mab7iba.. ina kaydahoma 3atheem.. mab7ib il li'm lama ykoon filbinit .. kis ikht il ma3raf sho
i just kept on walking and his ego was too big to come after me.. To my luck.. my driver was close by.. I sat in a cafe waited for him for like 5 minutes.. The whole way back home he kept calling calling calling.. and msging me plz pick up bady i7keek 7abeb ilik shay ma bi'dar nam iza ma7keetik i ignored him and i will inshala lay yom il deeen jesus whats wrong with guys!! Y dont they just listen??
I love the whole romantic thing i really do.. and this guy is really romantic.. but why cant they just listen.. i was dead serious about wanting to go back home.. and i really needed to.. he couldve just obeyed what i wanted and we wouldve been good.. But they have to ruin it.. They have to..