Gathering

Let me tell u about this incident that happened..

Last week on FRIDAY to be exact.. I went out with this friend and he wanted us to go to a party or gathering of some sort.. i was in my sweats in starbucks when he told me.. and i wanted to so something fun.. faa ri7na me and a friend at around 10.. it was somewhere in salmiya.. 3imara yideeda.. dashaina ila OMG every single floor theres a party.. a9lan rikabna il elevator min il elevator nisma3 aghani oo kil ma yinfiti7 il elevator nisma3 a different kind of music.. It was bizarre!! The place we were going to was a gathering.. bss min kithir ma il aghani kanat 3alya bil shiqaq ili yamna chinhom in the next room.. ya3ni we kinda had to scream bilsowalif.. But it was a first.. Oo we actually had a blast.. We left around 5 am.. wi7na 6al3een il nas dasha oo 6al3a lail7een.. ya3ni apparently 5am was too early to leave a party.. Bs no one knows these places exist in Kuwait.. i didnt know until recently.. I bet there were orgies and swingers.. ykafeena il shar..

Ive been smoking heavily lately.. I have never been a smoker smoker.. I am the occasional smoker.. parties.. gatherings.. traveling.. bss never to smoke at home or out at cafes.. Al7een 9irt il bakait mayfarigni .. it just soothes me.. I think its a phase.. especially wiya hal jaw.. i think its actually a crime to NOT SMOKE.. Plus ive put on so much weight.. Ya3ni im very unhealthy.. inshalla i will be jogging everyday before work for the next week.. ANYONE is welcome to join me :)

Last week bil shalay fe yom i really wanted to have a bubble bath so i filled the bathtub oo 7a6ait all my favorite candles and scents.. before i soaked in there i felt like smoking a joint.. I put on some soft music and smoked up while soaking.. O M G.. It was fuckin amazing.. It was soooo fucking relaxing u wont believe it.. It took me like 2 whole hours to get out of the tub and i saw the bathroom upside down.. And when i got out i just wore a robe and slept.. I didnt have the energy to change into real clothes.. This is what i call PEACEFUL.. anyways children.. i think im gonna stop writing.. Amen to a new and productive week ;)

Living peacefully

Hello everyone.. Khathait ijaza for the past week.. I wanted to travel but i was too down to travel.. I stayed in kuwait.. spent my time in the chalet..SOBER.. i jogged on the beach.. had bbqs.. kayaked.. watched shows.. worked on a puzzle.. stayed up watched the sunrise.. it was really cold but peaceful..I needed to get away.. Im feeling much better though.. Im going back to work next week.. I was planning to go to london in eid.. but my friends cancelled on me.. i may cancel too.. Nxt week is gona be busy at work.. Hope it runs smoothly.. I gtg i will post later

SHATTERED

I want to cry but i cant

I want to sleep but i cant

I want to go out but i cant

I want to eat but i cant

I feel jilted. Ive lost a person i care about.. rest in peace.

Any suggestions for my sleep deprivation?

i want to scream at the top of my lungs. i really do.

The weekend

law ta3abty min il sifar hamsi washwagy.. aw shikaity min ilthajar nawya fragy.. gi9ay wajhy min il9owar witriki il bagy..

9a7 ilsanik ya bo na9er.. (BADER BIN 3ABDILMI7SEN)hathy ghniyat kathem ilyideed..9owar

I had a crazy weekend.. I enjoyed most of it.. lets start min yom il khamees.. awal ma 6ala3t min il dawam ri7t bait yady salamt 3ala oboy il3od allah y6awili b3omra.. then radait ilbait packed my bags oo ri7t shalaih.. had an early dinner..and had a little gathering.. it was a friend's bday and he insisted on bringing weed.. fa there were drinks and weed,, of course everyone knows that ur not supposed to mix.. bss 6ab3an min ifakir tali il lail.. win6ee7la.. ma 9arat 2 ila kil wa7id masikla zbala oo tarjee3!! I swear to god min 2 lay 4.. nom makoo.. anyways 3al 4 kilman 6akh.. we hung out until 10.. at 10 we had breakfast.. Pancakes, waffles, eggs, sausages. etc. 6ab3an ma7ad kan mishtihi yakil bss qa9abna nafsna.. at around 11 i decided to sleep.. nimt oo ma gimt ila 8pm!! Oo kint ma3zoma party.. oo ma kan feeni bss kint mwa3da rifeejti.. i went to ilkout.. bought a few things and had a little meal at silk and spice.. the weather was amazing.. ba3dain i dropped in at the party.. stayed an hour.. and left at 1.. radait il shalay again nimt!! woke up ilfayer tawha 6al3a il shams.. chan inqarir nanzil ba7ar.. wet suits oo kayaking.. 6ab3an shadainaa.. wal7een jismi thabi7ni :) but it was totally worth it.. we kayaked lay 6la3at il shamss... wala il3atheem ma china bilq8.. it was fascinating.. bss ba3dain 6ala3na min il ba7ar.. showered o 7adarna.. we were starving.. ri7t this breakfast place in fahaheel.. had an amazing breakfast.. bs ba3dain radait baitna ta3baanaa bss i didnt wana sleep.. watched a little TV.. Then i went over to a friend's house tawha rada min il sifar.. we hung out then ri7na starbux ga3adna bara.. enjoyed it.. ba3dain radait il bait chan anaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam lay ilyom il9ib7.. shraykom bil weekend?? Good enough? I actually enjoyed it minus the hangover.. bss ya3ni i liked the fact ina i didnt relax.. 6ool lisboo3 i relax oo ma a6la3 oo bss anam.. lazim i do something in the weekend otherwise i will be "boring".. GOD FORBID

You know what makes me smile?? Lama i find out about two people that love each other and are about to get married.. I swear to god it makes my day.. ilyom wi9alni khabar wa7da a3arifha kanat itkalim wa7d for 4 yrs o kha6bha tawa.. it really really made me happy.. 3asa allah ywafighom ya rab.. I dont think theres a bigger joy in life..

Im going on a blind date today :P Radaina 3ala il blind datess.. My friend is insisting on hooking me up with this guy.. we're just going out as friends nothing weird..i just can get enough guys.. ya raby madry mita ib tinsad shaheety 3alaihom (mo shahiya bilma3na ili ib balkom) but u know i cant get enough madry laish.. i miss the real thing i really do.. The problem is the only guys i REALLY like and REALLY think there a future are off limits.. ya3ni theres this guy.. bss ashoofa abtisim min kithir ma i think ina ohwa moree7.. bs mitzawij ;/ o 6ab3an kil il sowalif min hal6aga..

Im going shopping right after work today.. bashtiri hdooooom.. t3arfoon lama itisawigon waayid bil9aif oo lama iyiy wagt ili talbsoon hdoom tistaw3ibain inich mo sharya shay!! ana dayman it7oshni hathy.. baykhaa.. khi9oo9an ihdoom il dawaam daamn! all my clothes are too short or too tight or imbahthal.. dawam lazim imratab oo aneeq oo miltizim.. screw them.. tara im not VULGAR la walla im very classy.. thats why i dont like to look vulgar.. ya3ni i have dresses above the knee.. theyre fine to wear bara and some ladies do wear them to dawam bss ana lana ma7ib 9orti ib3ain il nas itkoon ina hathy she dresses provocatively to work i am extra careful of what to or not to wear.. and i think my personal life is different than my work life.. ya3ni if im into the party scene in my personal life.. I dont want to see my colleagues ili wiyay at work hnak or mix with them.. (I am not into the party scene in kuwait btw i just go occasionally, i prefer to party bara liq8, ya3ni bilq8 u see kuwaitis and u wana hide, and hatha hes ur friends ex o hatha ma3raf aish.. i prefer going to parties with no strings attached.. get to know a few ppl.. have a little fun then leave.. moo y3arif raqmich widiglich o lets do sthing tomoro.. laa mosta7eeel.. this is what i hate..i do go to gatherings though.. where its a group of people i know and maybe 1 or 2 new people.. thats pretty cool..)

anywayzzzzzzzzzzz wish me luck on my shopping.. inshala alga kilshay abeee in less than an hour.. otherwise ra7 a6aaaaaaaaaaweeeeel.. yalla ya kareem.. il jaw ya nass 3ajeeb 3ajeeb mashallah oo tabarak il ra7man.. 3asa bss i6awil chithi.. kteer mahdoom ;) adios

BEWARE

The most annoying thing happend to me this morning.. as i was coming to work, i parked in our leveled parking.. while i was getting out of the car this annoying old man came to wash my car.. it was already pouring outside and it was going to pour even when i leave.. i told him i didn't want him to wash it but he ignored me.. so i decided to give him a little money for his effort.. I gave him 2 kd and left.. As i went down the stairs i realized that i forgot to lock the car (which is something that i always forget to do which is why i have automatic lock after 1min of the last time i shut the door) anywayzzzz.. chan arid baroo7 sayarty o my footsteps were heard cuz i was wearing heels ila asma3 9afgat bab! arooo7 ila ashoof hatha il rayal tawa 9ak bab sayarty.. oo 7ADA MITWAHIG!! i honestly didnt know what to do.. yadry ini istaw3abt.. i pointed the remote to my car and made sure i locked it.. then i just left.. bs wala maybayin ib 3ainhom hathaila al7een parking kamil fee foug il 100 shakh9 7agreenik o ma7ad imlageek wayh.. ili ya36eek ifloos itbooga? Then tithakart isowalif ili ga3d it9eer hal ayam.. thak ilyom wa7d a3arfa 9afi6 madry wain oo nazil.. imkhali kil aqratha bisayara.. rad dash sayarta 7as inha ma kanat nafs ma khalaha.. yifta7 il glove compartment ila booka mo mawjood o jawaza wil daftar o ipoda.. ra7 balagh o cansal kroota o 6ala3 badal faqid.. anyways.. bs il zibda ina habeen iboogoon ili dakhil il sayarah.. i was thinking what was that valuable in my car.. mako shay.. awal kint a7i6 booki oo ipodi oo loya... bss al7een ma kan ako shay everything was in my bag.. bss 9ij 9ij inba6at chabdy..

the weather is fuckin amazing.. i absolutely love love love this weather.. maal chithy ga3da outdoors with something over our heads.. drinking something hot and smoking.. wow sexy.. or indoors with the raindrops falling on the windows.. watching movies with the one you love and cuddling or more :P romantic no? maalat.. ga3deen in our offices working.. o 7ata loo inrid il bait mako the one we love wela zag ib 3aina.. This morning i left the house at 7 tmashait bilsayara drank my coffee listened to songs are drove around.. i love the sound of raining dropping in the window panes.. Oo adry ina this may be the last time it rains fa i want to take advantage of it.. widi i play football in the rain.. i played once in london it was amaaazing.. i had so much fun.. the pitch was muddy and we were all sliding.. it was a good experience.. bs ma 3indina 7adayiq nafs london ihnee.. theyre all fake turf fa mako fayda.. NO FUN :(

yabeela mokhayam wallah.. ive been looking for a good one.. any suggestions anyone?


I just realized the dress im wearing is too short and uncomfortable.. kil hatha cuz i wana get out of the house in a hurry 3ashan al7ag 3ala il jaw.. mani gadra at7arak! o kil ma amshy anazla a7is ina ga3d yirtifi3.. o lama ag3ad i9eer mini skirt! what the hell!i swear this wasnt an attempt to be slutty..oo fog kil hatha ham ma shift my crush :P inzain lo shayif ifkhoothi yimkin chan aghraaitaa.. samnana ya 7a9riti.. yala igadirni waroo7 il nadi ili 9arli shahrain moo imwa6wi6a 3inda.. yala ya kareem.. oo hal jaw ba3ad ikasir.. la bilah ba9eer obese min ga3dat il maktab oo akil warid il bait oo akil wansidi7 o akil oo anam.. la mosta7eel moo 3eesha hathy.. im gona have a lovely weekend this week!! im telling u.. its gonna full with action action action.. and i will definitly keep you posted my dear readers.. and you will delightfully enjoy it.. i promise! even if it means skinny dipping il fayer.. bss khala9t malait min the booring weekends.. i work so hard during the week oo lama iyiy il weekend aro7 ma63am aro7 gahwa .. WAII33 YA3NI!! 3ALAQAL shalaih oo shwayat action.. khaza minee minak.. gatherings.. ti3rif.. 3ad theres this guy friend i know 9arla qarnain i7in yabi iyeeni il shalay o yayibni mofaja'a 3ala golta and we all know that means one of 2 things.. i would be glad if it were anything.. i just need a change of pace.. i need let down my guard shwaya.. have a little fun.. wila shraykom ya jima3a??

Hmm..

Finally the weekend.. wow i had a great weekend bs 6ab3an ibsir3a khala9.. i went to a halloween party yesterday it was amazing.. i dressed as amy winehouse.. it was hilarious.. came back at around 3 am slept a few hours and now im up with a killer headache.. plz god help me..

im really really really hungry.. i was just reading the newspapers oo hardees 3indihom a new sandwich called Buffalo chicken.. it looks amazing im drooling.. widi atrayag buffalo chicken :P a9lan ma thaniti isawoonha min il 10am lol..

ams 7alamt ina wa7d taqadamli and i said yes.. oo we were getting ready ina il 7areem biyoon..(i dont know the guy btw) wonder what that means? fee a7ad y3arf ifasir a7lam?

my BB is annoying the shit out of me.. oo zain ga3d ibi6ooon chabdi.. screw them.. lama adig ni9 sa3a 3ala mayridon oo their site sucks.. oo il khidma zbala they need like 10 more mowathafeen for customer service only in the call center.. bss il mishkila there is no other option.. wa6aniya ma 3indihom khidmat bb asasan! oo bss khanshoof viva shlonha al7een..