hey there everyone..
its been a whole and i have not drunk any alcohol, i was invited to a few parties yesterday, didnt go, and i also have some social gatherings that involve alcohol to go to today but im not planning to go.. I want to see if i can lose weight..
The weather was fuckin amazing today.. i woke up at 5, went to jog by the beach.. was done by around 7.. went to the gym.. got a massage.. then took a shower.. ran a few errands and then back home.. had a light meal and now im staring into space thinking what i wanna do..
Ive been thinking so much.. Im really sick of my life..
My friends are traveling next week to portugal but they havent asked me to go.. i cant believe this is happening.. they know i love portugal,i dont really get it, and im so mad,and i really wana go.. its true that theres a bit of a falling out going on.. but i cant get over it.. This really sucks ;/
Friday, April 3, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
quit drinking
Qarary il yideed: stop drinking
Reason: Diet
Clarification: For the past 2 weeks ive been drinking alot but i cant seem to get drunk.. So i thought, y not quit this nasty habit all at once.
SUPPORT ME
The past weekend was OK.. Went to a gathering on thursday, its usually loads of fun, but i didnt enjoy it at all, and i drank so much but couldnt get drunk, i didnt dance, didnt want to go crazy.. it was ok..
Friday: St. Patrick's Day party.. Had 4 cups of sangria, then some red label, and nothinggg.. then i went to another party and had some GREEN label and nothing!!! Danced a little but wasnt in the mood...
and noww BACK TO WORK.. cya guys
Reason: Diet
Clarification: For the past 2 weeks ive been drinking alot but i cant seem to get drunk.. So i thought, y not quit this nasty habit all at once.
SUPPORT ME
The past weekend was OK.. Went to a gathering on thursday, its usually loads of fun, but i didnt enjoy it at all, and i drank so much but couldnt get drunk, i didnt dance, didnt want to go crazy.. it was ok..
Friday: St. Patrick's Day party.. Had 4 cups of sangria, then some red label, and nothinggg.. then i went to another party and had some GREEN label and nothing!!! Danced a little but wasnt in the mood...
and noww BACK TO WORK.. cya guys
Thursday, March 19, 2009
"chilled gathering"
Good morning people,
You wont believe the night ive had yesterday, i went to a chilled gathering at a friend's house.. Had alot to drink 6ab3an..I went back home around 2.. threw up everything in my stomach, i was laying down there ila a7ad i6ig bab dary wana 7agraaa malikhilg agoooom.. 3ogob ishwaya agoom ila il waldaa..
"intay tawa ga3da itraj3eeen?"
and im like shiiitttttt.... "laaaa'!!"
and shes like "haw 9ij chinna wana mara sima3tich"
gitlaha "yoma ana lail7een feeny ka7a gitlich ams"
chan tgool "wee ee khala9 ti9bi7een 3ala khair"
and im like pheeewww
anyways so she leaves my room i sleep a few hrs and wake up this morning with a little bit of headache a little bit of nausea, i decide to eat yoghurt just plain yoghurt (ilmara3i) .. I always have some before drinking and after if i can take it.. kalait ni9 il 3ilba chan iyeeboonli sandwiches and orange juice. Fajaa chan ityeeni il lo3aa.. oh shit.. waroo7 il 7amam waraji3 killll ilyoghurtt.. DAMN
wal7een khayfa akil shay waraj3a, im gona have a little bit of cereal Special K. Hope i can hold it down.
Ma3zooma 3irs ilyom..but i hope i can go back to sleep now cuz ra7 as'har.. and 5 hrs of sleep is not enough.
So yesterday at the gathering, theres this girl that ive known min ziman, a3arif isimha wit3arif ismi ga3da wiyaha cham mara bss ya3ni 3omirna ma solafna salfa 9ijiyaa, and i dont like her, marta7laha killish.. shes kinda weird.. and she's gay OR bisexual.. i dont know.. anyways so i see her at the party amss awalshay salam oo bs khala9.. 3ogob ishwaya bss iskarat chan ityeeeni.. haa shakhbarich.. we've never actually talked much but i know ina borjich chithy w i know ina chithy o chithy.. she starts telling me few things about myself and im like WHOA! and she asks me about this girl that i know.. and im like "someone wants to get some" .. oo bss ajamilha ishway and she leaves.. weirdo..
anyways wai3 chabdi taglib.. talk later
You wont believe the night ive had yesterday, i went to a chilled gathering at a friend's house.. Had alot to drink 6ab3an..I went back home around 2.. threw up everything in my stomach, i was laying down there ila a7ad i6ig bab dary wana 7agraaa malikhilg agoooom.. 3ogob ishwaya agoom ila il waldaa..
"intay tawa ga3da itraj3eeen?"
and im like shiiitttttt.... "laaaa'!!"
and shes like "haw 9ij chinna wana mara sima3tich"
gitlaha "yoma ana lail7een feeny ka7a gitlich ams"
chan tgool "wee ee khala9 ti9bi7een 3ala khair"
and im like pheeewww
anyways so she leaves my room i sleep a few hrs and wake up this morning with a little bit of headache a little bit of nausea, i decide to eat yoghurt just plain yoghurt (ilmara3i) .. I always have some before drinking and after if i can take it.. kalait ni9 il 3ilba chan iyeeboonli sandwiches and orange juice. Fajaa chan ityeeni il lo3aa.. oh shit.. waroo7 il 7amam waraji3 killll ilyoghurtt.. DAMN
wal7een khayfa akil shay waraj3a, im gona have a little bit of cereal Special K. Hope i can hold it down.
Ma3zooma 3irs ilyom..but i hope i can go back to sleep now cuz ra7 as'har.. and 5 hrs of sleep is not enough.
So yesterday at the gathering, theres this girl that ive known min ziman, a3arif isimha wit3arif ismi ga3da wiyaha cham mara bss ya3ni 3omirna ma solafna salfa 9ijiyaa, and i dont like her, marta7laha killish.. shes kinda weird.. and she's gay OR bisexual.. i dont know.. anyways so i see her at the party amss awalshay salam oo bs khala9.. 3ogob ishwaya bss iskarat chan ityeeeni.. haa shakhbarich.. we've never actually talked much but i know ina borjich chithy w i know ina chithy o chithy.. she starts telling me few things about myself and im like WHOA! and she asks me about this girl that i know.. and im like "someone wants to get some" .. oo bss ajamilha ishway and she leaves.. weirdo..
anyways wai3 chabdi taglib.. talk later
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Nothing new
I just made the most amazing pasta that i bought from Dean and Deluca. Khosh mazaj ilyom awal ma gimt ishtahait asaweeli pancakes.. Chan agoom asaweeli oo 6la3aw naar with whipped cream and strawberries.. oo gabil ishwayah yi3t chan asaweeli il pasta with some pesto.. and i had it.. Al7een im craving some dessert bss ma feeni shada asawi.. I have my own little kitchen next to my room..bs i never use it for anything other than drinks o sandwiches or saralee cake. Ilyom ana aby ag3ad bilbait ma feeny 6al3a fa gilt khal i take advantage.. Btw Dean and Deluca is my new favorite place to shop for food.. Ive been going 3 times a week..
Let me tell u about my weekend..
Wednesday right after work dazaita il shalay dropped off my stuff and went over to a Jose's shalay,the plan was to hang out there for a while.. have a few drinks then go to a party.. then go back to my shalay to sleep.. None of my friends came with me, i was alone.. Went over to Jose's, hung out, ila fajaa mako parties!! Everyone had plans for thursday, and everyone was staying in on wednesday.. anyways one of his friends came over, 3arafny 3alaiha g3adat lay il 12 taqreeban then she left.. I was the only one that was drinking.. I had too many drinks bs i wasnt drunk.. When she left gimna insolif ana oo jose.. and he was trying to make a move i could tell.. but he was good.. he behaved himself.. I was talking the whole time.. At around 3:30 i decided to leave.. Left to my shalay, which was 3 min away.. and arrived there, got into bed, stared in the dark and passed out.. I wasnt drunk so i was thinking very clearly, and i didnt know what i was doing.. and it didnt feel good.. I didnt know what i wanted.. And i still dont.. Woke up the next day really early.. Went out for a jog, had breakfast.. then met up with jose again, went to his place played some boardgames.. then i left, went to a friends house we hung out by the pool, i needed to be with different people.. Had lunch, played a little volleyball, a little cards then went home.. The big plan was to party that night.. Took a shower,did my hair, dressed up, called jose and then hes like come to the shalay we're gona hang out until we go to the party and im like no way i drive to the shalay again and im DEAD TIRED.. fajaa chan agoola u know what, im gona sleep.. walbis pijama wanam.. without regretting without anything.. Wake up next morning, refreshed,go out for breakfast, buy a couple things, join my family in the shalay lay ilail sleep there, and come back this morning.. Ya3ni there was supposed to be a whole lot of partying going on this weekend but there was nothing!!
And today, i have no plans, im gonna stay in and watch movies,and smoke alot, ive been smoking lately.. it has been keeping me calm..
I want to leave the country for a while.. Im looking for jobs abroad.. Wish me luck
Let me tell u about my weekend..
Wednesday right after work dazaita il shalay dropped off my stuff and went over to a Jose's shalay,the plan was to hang out there for a while.. have a few drinks then go to a party.. then go back to my shalay to sleep.. None of my friends came with me, i was alone.. Went over to Jose's, hung out, ila fajaa mako parties!! Everyone had plans for thursday, and everyone was staying in on wednesday.. anyways one of his friends came over, 3arafny 3alaiha g3adat lay il 12 taqreeban then she left.. I was the only one that was drinking.. I had too many drinks bs i wasnt drunk.. When she left gimna insolif ana oo jose.. and he was trying to make a move i could tell.. but he was good.. he behaved himself.. I was talking the whole time.. At around 3:30 i decided to leave.. Left to my shalay, which was 3 min away.. and arrived there, got into bed, stared in the dark and passed out.. I wasnt drunk so i was thinking very clearly, and i didnt know what i was doing.. and it didnt feel good.. I didnt know what i wanted.. And i still dont.. Woke up the next day really early.. Went out for a jog, had breakfast.. then met up with jose again, went to his place played some boardgames.. then i left, went to a friends house we hung out by the pool, i needed to be with different people.. Had lunch, played a little volleyball, a little cards then went home.. The big plan was to party that night.. Took a shower,did my hair, dressed up, called jose and then hes like come to the shalay we're gona hang out until we go to the party and im like no way i drive to the shalay again and im DEAD TIRED.. fajaa chan agoola u know what, im gona sleep.. walbis pijama wanam.. without regretting without anything.. Wake up next morning, refreshed,go out for breakfast, buy a couple things, join my family in the shalay lay ilail sleep there, and come back this morning.. Ya3ni there was supposed to be a whole lot of partying going on this weekend but there was nothing!!
And today, i have no plans, im gonna stay in and watch movies,and smoke alot, ive been smoking lately.. it has been keeping me calm..
I want to leave the country for a while.. Im looking for jobs abroad.. Wish me luck
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Kol ma zadat il mi7an
Likwait likwait biladona il kuwait arwa7oona soorooha arwa7ina sooroohaaa! This is my favorite national song ever.. It'thakirni of my childhood with my cousins kina inshoof operatat oo na7fith il rag9a winghany.. cute
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BcUqr_dphSM&feature=related
the other day ri7t 7ag wa7da tigra il finjan.. it scared the living bejesus out of me, kil il kalam ili galatli iyah 9ij.. itgooli whats going on in my life, shno a7aty oo shino afaker feeh, o il nas ili ib 7ayati and everything.. it was interesting.. bss ma gidart anam that night min kithr ma ga3da afakir.. oo gali 3an ashyaa bit9eeer in the near future but i dont believe in that, mafe a7ad ya3lim il ghaib..
aby ashtirik ib nady ya nass i need someone to motivate me bss killishh makoo bss zahbeen 7ag il kharab.. oo haba ib healthy food 3ishtaw.. kila diet food its sick.. im watchin four christmases i really wanna watch it bss its a really bad copy ;/ i love love love reese witherspoon
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BcUqr_dphSM&feature=related
the other day ri7t 7ag wa7da tigra il finjan.. it scared the living bejesus out of me, kil il kalam ili galatli iyah 9ij.. itgooli whats going on in my life, shno a7aty oo shino afaker feeh, o il nas ili ib 7ayati and everything.. it was interesting.. bss ma gidart anam that night min kithr ma ga3da afakir.. oo gali 3an ashyaa bit9eeer in the near future but i dont believe in that, mafe a7ad ya3lim il ghaib..
aby ashtirik ib nady ya nass i need someone to motivate me bss killishh makoo bss zahbeen 7ag il kharab.. oo haba ib healthy food 3ishtaw.. kila diet food its sick.. im watchin four christmases i really wanna watch it bss its a really bad copy ;/ i love love love reese witherspoon
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Cutie pie
Guess what.. I like someone.. I really like him.. JOSE..Hes so cute.. we've been spending so much time together.. He left for Dbai today.. and i really miss him.. and he called me min ilma6ar before he flew then lama wi9al the hotel dagli hes like the whole flight ive been thinking yala mita o9al.. oo laish moo 3ashan i wana party or go out..im thinking aby adiglich.. what r u doing to me.. and im like aha ok .. ya3ni ga3da atithaigal :P .. we're not together.. i just know he kinda likes me and he knows i kinda like him.. its cute.. and he like if u get a fonecall at at 2 in the morning dont pick up..its gona be a drunk phonecall and im gonna say alot of stuff that im not supposed to.. and i laugh and tell him imbala im gonna pick up.. i wanna hear what ur gonna say when ur not sober.. and hes like no no dont..bs bil9ij he doesnt drink.. so he was joking
I want to spend the whole weekend at home.. im really tired and need my rest.. Nomti wayid mi3tafsaa it sucks.. aby a3adilha 7ag ildawam..im on a strict strict diet.. i want to lose 6 pounds by the summer..
I want to spend the whole weekend at home.. im really tired and need my rest.. Nomti wayid mi3tafsaa it sucks.. aby a3adilha 7ag ildawam..im on a strict strict diet.. i want to lose 6 pounds by the summer..
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
3eed il wa6ani
Hellloo everybody kil 3am wintaw bkhair oo il dad likom yali kintaw bil kuwait.. I personally spent my vacation in london oo rada today morning at 6am. i spent 6 days there and spent all my money.. il soog 9ayer irkheee9!!!! Oo 6ab3an i took advantage and spent it all away ma boga hdoom maboga jowaty ma boga 9owayigh... 6ab3an loooya oo mashyy o ma akil wayid so i hope i lost weight..
What sucked was a few of my friends ili ray7a 3ashanhom theyre doing their masters in manchester, kanaw biyooon london to spend a few days together 6ala3 3indihom projects and shit and all they could do was weekends.. so i just saw them for 3 days ;/ that really sucked..
I had a blast in london... didnt party alot.. just chilled in lounges, didnt even drink alot..most of the time i went out with friends that dont drink.. one night we went to a salsa clubwith these friends that also did not drink.. but it was my last night and i really wanted to drink so i kept ordering mojitos and everyone thought they were virgins.. Of course i told the waiter to keep them coming and put them on a separate bill.. Lool a few hrs later one of the trainers in the club asks meto dance and i go up and dance salsa and theyre like wtf min mita rawan targi9 salsa :P and i rocked damn ! Ba3DAIN they wanted to go home and chill and im like fuck that im going out so i meet up with a few friends we go out to a club.. i keep drinking mojitoosss and go back home at 4.. i eat everytthing in the kitchen and sleeepp..
Other than that.. im meeting this dude for marriage in the nxt few wks..ohwa mitqadimli min gabil bs at that time i was in a 5 yr relationship so i wasnt interested..bss oma mayta 3alay oo ga3da it7in so i think we're gonna meet up..bss 3omri ma shifta.. i dont mind meeting him though..lama gilt 7ag omi ina i dont mind meeting him IN9ADMAT!! cuz for the past 5 yrs kil wa7id iyeeeni arfitha bidoon la asal mino ohwa wain yishtighil shino mawthoo3a... thats cuz i was in a relationship wili a7iba taris 3aini.. and there were ALOT of guys in these 5 yrs.. fa il walda imkayfaa.. but we'll c what happenss
Anyways im really tired.. ill write later and tell u what happened..
What sucked was a few of my friends ili ray7a 3ashanhom theyre doing their masters in manchester, kanaw biyooon london to spend a few days together 6ala3 3indihom projects and shit and all they could do was weekends.. so i just saw them for 3 days ;/ that really sucked..
I had a blast in london... didnt party alot.. just chilled in lounges, didnt even drink alot..most of the time i went out with friends that dont drink.. one night we went to a salsa clubwith these friends that also did not drink.. but it was my last night and i really wanted to drink so i kept ordering mojitos and everyone thought they were virgins.. Of course i told the waiter to keep them coming and put them on a separate bill.. Lool a few hrs later one of the trainers in the club asks meto dance and i go up and dance salsa and theyre like wtf min mita rawan targi9 salsa :P and i rocked damn ! Ba3DAIN they wanted to go home and chill and im like fuck that im going out so i meet up with a few friends we go out to a club.. i keep drinking mojitoosss and go back home at 4.. i eat everytthing in the kitchen and sleeepp..
Other than that.. im meeting this dude for marriage in the nxt few wks..ohwa mitqadimli min gabil bs at that time i was in a 5 yr relationship so i wasnt interested..bss oma mayta 3alay oo ga3da it7in so i think we're gonna meet up..bss 3omri ma shifta.. i dont mind meeting him though..lama gilt 7ag omi ina i dont mind meeting him IN9ADMAT!! cuz for the past 5 yrs kil wa7id iyeeeni arfitha bidoon la asal mino ohwa wain yishtighil shino mawthoo3a... thats cuz i was in a relationship wili a7iba taris 3aini.. and there were ALOT of guys in these 5 yrs.. fa il walda imkayfaa.. but we'll c what happenss
Anyways im really tired.. ill write later and tell u what happened..
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Jose :)
Good morning..
Hmm about the new guy that i like.. Lets call him Jose. Hes the cutest thing.. Not my type but cute with a baby face. I basically spent the whole weekend with him except for thursday.
Thursday went for a bbq in the shalay..
Friday went to his shalay, we hung out with a few friends from work
Saturday, had breakfast with him, then went bowling later on and dinner.
The best thing about him is that hes cool.. No like really cool, ya3ni i call up his friends we go out 3adi.. hes not the jealous type, thats actually pretty great cuz i have alot of guy friends and thats one of the reasons that im not in a relationship, its cuz no guy can handle a girl with many guy friends.
We just flirt a little, he knows i like him, and i know he likes me,but still nothing official. He talks about his ex-gfs and girls that he knows, its ok with me at the moment, but later on IF our relationship gets more serious and i begin to like him more, i dont know if i can handle the no-jealousy party. Im the jealous kind nooo the really really jealous kind. And i like to make a guy jealous as well. Ya3ni im jealous and i would like him to be jealous as well and hes far from jealous. Soo that may be a little problem. Anyways, i gtg to work.. Will write soon.
Hmm about the new guy that i like.. Lets call him Jose. Hes the cutest thing.. Not my type but cute with a baby face. I basically spent the whole weekend with him except for thursday.
Thursday went for a bbq in the shalay..
Friday went to his shalay, we hung out with a few friends from work
Saturday, had breakfast with him, then went bowling later on and dinner.
The best thing about him is that hes cool.. No like really cool, ya3ni i call up his friends we go out 3adi.. hes not the jealous type, thats actually pretty great cuz i have alot of guy friends and thats one of the reasons that im not in a relationship, its cuz no guy can handle a girl with many guy friends.
We just flirt a little, he knows i like him, and i know he likes me,but still nothing official. He talks about his ex-gfs and girls that he knows, its ok with me at the moment, but later on IF our relationship gets more serious and i begin to like him more, i dont know if i can handle the no-jealousy party. Im the jealous kind nooo the really really jealous kind. And i like to make a guy jealous as well. Ya3ni im jealous and i would like him to be jealous as well and hes far from jealous. Soo that may be a little problem. Anyways, i gtg to work.. Will write soon.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Weekend
Heeyy guyzzz..Hows it going? Im having a lovely weekend..
Thursday party.
I went with joe to this party at his friends place, it was a mature party, everyone was 25-35. I saw one of my lebanese colleagues with his wife, we hug out.. I enjoyed it. We drank alot and danced soooooooooo much me and JOE. It rocked, its been a while since ive enjoyed a party.
Friday gathering at my Irish friend's place. We hang out for a few hrs then were supposed to go to a party at the shalay, but i was too tired from the day before so i just went home to sleep.
Today im going to mahboula, my friends have some grey goose and weed. Two very very cool things to have in Kuwait.
I like someone new.. Its this guy with me at work.. and we're friends but i think he likes me too.. Hes cute and really cool.. and its the first time in a really long time that ive thought of getting serious with a guy.. Thats a good sign im proud of myself. Anyways.. im traveling bil3eed ilwa6any, still havent made up my mind, its between BEIRUT & LONDON. I want somewhere beachy but i just came back from beirut. If i go to london im meeting up with friends from all over. Sooooo...im still thinking
Thursday party.
I went with joe to this party at his friends place, it was a mature party, everyone was 25-35. I saw one of my lebanese colleagues with his wife, we hug out.. I enjoyed it. We drank alot and danced soooooooooo much me and JOE. It rocked, its been a while since ive enjoyed a party.
Friday gathering at my Irish friend's place. We hang out for a few hrs then were supposed to go to a party at the shalay, but i was too tired from the day before so i just went home to sleep.
Today im going to mahboula, my friends have some grey goose and weed. Two very very cool things to have in Kuwait.
I like someone new.. Its this guy with me at work.. and we're friends but i think he likes me too.. Hes cute and really cool.. and its the first time in a really long time that ive thought of getting serious with a guy.. Thats a good sign im proud of myself. Anyways.. im traveling bil3eed ilwa6any, still havent made up my mind, its between BEIRUT & LONDON. I want somewhere beachy but i just came back from beirut. If i go to london im meeting up with friends from all over. Sooooo...im still thinking
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Ana jalis o mistani 3ala il telefon ta6libni :P
Ilyom 7a6een hal ghniya bil fm 7adi kint min6arba :P .. today was a pretty cool day at work.. khafeef kan and one of my colleagues kan 3eedmilada fa yayib lunch from casper and stuff.. We chilled alot.. not much work.. After work i went out for lunch with 2 guy friends that i used to work with oo wa7da.. It was pretty cool.. We were discussing kil wa7d cham 3omra awal mara kalam.. rifeejti was 17!! oo 6ab3an telefon il bait.. oo ilwa3ad ib "soug sharg" oo khizni wakhizik min ib3eed lay ib3eeed.. Il shabab wa7d 14 wa7d 16 bs 6ab3an they didnt want to share details they were too embarrased. i was around 13 oo kan wiyay in school.. oo kina naktib love notes oo and mushy stuff.. Oo lama kalamta kan ib telefon il bait 6ab3an oo BILQAAAAAAAAAAAAAA9IB rithait.. 9ij il 7al taghayar mashallah 3ala banat il 13 hal yomain.. haha walla ayam..
Anyways ba3dain i went to the gym..then hung out with a few old friends.. It was nice.. Back to work.. Adios
Oo BTW atwaqa3 ma boga ila il walda ma 3indaha blackberry.. AMBAY KILMAN FAJAA!!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Government needs to do somethig ASAP
Fuck im in deep shit.. I lost so much money in the market its not even funny.. Ive lost exactly 90%.. From 66,000 to 6,600 KD.. This cant be happening.. This credit crunch is gona make the rich richer and the poor poorer.. definitely.. There a company in Kuwait Stock Exchange thats worth 22 fils.. Saham ib 22 fils!! Goo6y chabreet aghla ya jima3a.. Government needs to inject some cash into these big companies.. We're in a well off country.. We have da3m il 3amala.. we have free medical care, etc etc. We cant be spending our money on Gaza or Lebnan or whoever the hell needs help.. They should start looking at Kuwaitis.. This isnt fair.. This really isnt..
I miss TEQUILA.. I miss partying.. I miss dancing with new people ur never gona see ever again.. im tired of the same old faces.. I have a new plan.. I want to live abroad.. Most probably London.. not cuz i chose it, its cuz i did my MA there so i can get a few job offers. The only thing holding me back is the luxury of the country.. Im really low on cash, and i cant live the British life its gona kill me ive tried it.. I need a less expensive country with a less expensive lifestyle.. I just need to get the hell out of here.. Any suggestions? Ive been looking and searching.. Nothing good yet..
I miss TEQUILA.. I miss partying.. I miss dancing with new people ur never gona see ever again.. im tired of the same old faces.. I have a new plan.. I want to live abroad.. Most probably London.. not cuz i chose it, its cuz i did my MA there so i can get a few job offers. The only thing holding me back is the luxury of the country.. Im really low on cash, and i cant live the British life its gona kill me ive tried it.. I need a less expensive country with a less expensive lifestyle.. I just need to get the hell out of here.. Any suggestions? Ive been looking and searching.. Nothing good yet..
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Buzz Kill
Hey guys..Hows everyone doing?Ive been working so much the past few weeks.. im doing overtime.. Life is boring.. Ive been indulging myself with work to get my mind off other things.. And in the weekend i just wanna blow off steam.. I went to this gathering yesterday.. and i may go to a party today.. I dont feel much like going but i will regret it next week when im up to my head with work..
The gathering i went to yesterday was with this guy ive been kinda seeing (JOE).. the rest of the people there ive met a few times they were his close friends.. so theres this one dude (FAISAL) that had rum and wanted someone to get him wine.. I had a few bottles of wine that were given to me as a gift, and i didnt mind giving him one as long as i got some rum cuz im a rum kind of girl.. so later on we got to talking and i told him that i could hook him up.. So he gave me his number.. end of story.. then i had to leave so i said bye to everyone and Jo came with me to drop me to my car..next thing i know Faisal gets up and pulls Jo aside to tell him something..i was like what the hell.. anyways we were saying bye..and then i ask Jo..
"what did Faisal tell u?" then he's like,
"baby whyd u take his number? I trust u,i just wana know why"
I WAS SHOCKED!Thank god i wasn't sober cuz i wouldve blew up in his face!!So i start talking about how hes his friend, and how i was mingling, and if he didnt trust me then he shouldnt let me be around his friends, and how if i wanted to do something behind his back i wouldnt do it with a friend of his..and all that crap..Then hes like baby dont worry, the guys wasted he couldnt even walk straight, hes bullshiting, and im like wtf! u should get inside and tell him to call and apologize to me.. shino ya3ni i talk to him try to do him a favor and then he goes and tells the guy im seeing
"dude, ur gf took my no." waii3!! i was really mad.. and he was trying to calm me down.. What happened was a real buzz kill.. I was in a really good mood, but what happened made me think and sober up.. its not the first time ive been understood wrong..
a few weeks back i was with Joe,we went to a friends place we were gona hang out a bit.. then go to a party.. so i arrive at this place and its the same crowd except theres this girl that used to date my cousin..(SARAH) i say hi to everyone whatever..and all of a sudden i see her face changing when she sees me.. i sit down..we start doing shots.. she didnt do any.. as soon as we left to go to the party.. she goes on the fone.. next thing i know Joe calls me, tells me that Sarah called him freaking out, she tells him that im related to her bf (MISH3AL).. and she tells him to tell me not to "talk" and that he doesnt know that she goes to parties and hangs out with guys.. as if i give a fuck..anyways we go to this party.. the romanian party that i wrote about.. so shes mingling and shes the only one not drinking, then i start a conversation with her.. we talk about work, about the market.. stuff like that... i was trying to make her feel comfortable.. anyways so we leave later..just me and Joe.. so i call my cousin.. (sister of the Joe's gf).. and ask her for Sarah's number. She asks me why and i tell her that i saw her in avenues today and i wanted to say hi.. so she gives me her number..Anyways so i msg sarah im like,
"Me & Joe left.. Didnt get a chance to say goodbye.. Nice to see u.. Dont worry about any thing ;)" and she replies..
"Nice to see u too.. take care hun.."
Arent i nice?? I felt good.. Next day i get a phonecall from Joe, hes like
"whyd u msg sarah yesterday?"
"i wanted to be nice and show her that she has nothing to worry about"
"where'd u get sarah's number from?"
"from my cousin, Anwar.. sister of your friends bf, Mish3al"
"what did u say when u asked for it?"
"thats none of your business."
"i told u not to talk"
"i didnt."
"then howd u get her number, sarah called me yesterday freaking out, shes like where did Malibu get my number from, how'd she get my number, blah blah"
"Why dont u and sarah go up my ass, fuck off both of u"
And i hang up.. So this is what happens to a person that wants to be nice nowadays?? I dont get it ya3ni.. I wanted her not to worry.. cuz she was so tense.. and i tried talking to her just to make her feel comfortable.. And this is what she does?? FUCK man i hate it when people get me wrong.. And like a week later im out with my cousin, and i ask randomly about sarah and mish3al, and shes like
"waaih shakhbaaaryy min ziman hadeen ba3ath.. "
So i dont know what the hell this whole fuss was about.. Maybe she thinks theyre gonna get back or something.. Allaho a3lam.. im slowly beginning to cancel out all guys.. ive already cancelled out all girls..so i dont know what im gona be left with.. Im so sick and tired of everything..I really am......
The gathering i went to yesterday was with this guy ive been kinda seeing (JOE).. the rest of the people there ive met a few times they were his close friends.. so theres this one dude (FAISAL) that had rum and wanted someone to get him wine.. I had a few bottles of wine that were given to me as a gift, and i didnt mind giving him one as long as i got some rum cuz im a rum kind of girl.. so later on we got to talking and i told him that i could hook him up.. So he gave me his number.. end of story.. then i had to leave so i said bye to everyone and Jo came with me to drop me to my car..next thing i know Faisal gets up and pulls Jo aside to tell him something..i was like what the hell.. anyways we were saying bye..and then i ask Jo..
"what did Faisal tell u?" then he's like,
"baby whyd u take his number? I trust u,i just wana know why"
I WAS SHOCKED!Thank god i wasn't sober cuz i wouldve blew up in his face!!So i start talking about how hes his friend, and how i was mingling, and if he didnt trust me then he shouldnt let me be around his friends, and how if i wanted to do something behind his back i wouldnt do it with a friend of his..and all that crap..Then hes like baby dont worry, the guys wasted he couldnt even walk straight, hes bullshiting, and im like wtf! u should get inside and tell him to call and apologize to me.. shino ya3ni i talk to him try to do him a favor and then he goes and tells the guy im seeing
"dude, ur gf took my no." waii3!! i was really mad.. and he was trying to calm me down.. What happened was a real buzz kill.. I was in a really good mood, but what happened made me think and sober up.. its not the first time ive been understood wrong..
a few weeks back i was with Joe,we went to a friends place we were gona hang out a bit.. then go to a party.. so i arrive at this place and its the same crowd except theres this girl that used to date my cousin..(SARAH) i say hi to everyone whatever..and all of a sudden i see her face changing when she sees me.. i sit down..we start doing shots.. she didnt do any.. as soon as we left to go to the party.. she goes on the fone.. next thing i know Joe calls me, tells me that Sarah called him freaking out, she tells him that im related to her bf (MISH3AL).. and she tells him to tell me not to "talk" and that he doesnt know that she goes to parties and hangs out with guys.. as if i give a fuck..anyways we go to this party.. the romanian party that i wrote about.. so shes mingling and shes the only one not drinking, then i start a conversation with her.. we talk about work, about the market.. stuff like that... i was trying to make her feel comfortable.. anyways so we leave later..just me and Joe.. so i call my cousin.. (sister of the Joe's gf).. and ask her for Sarah's number. She asks me why and i tell her that i saw her in avenues today and i wanted to say hi.. so she gives me her number..Anyways so i msg sarah im like,
"Me & Joe left.. Didnt get a chance to say goodbye.. Nice to see u.. Dont worry about any thing ;)" and she replies..
"Nice to see u too.. take care hun.."
Arent i nice?? I felt good.. Next day i get a phonecall from Joe, hes like
"whyd u msg sarah yesterday?"
"i wanted to be nice and show her that she has nothing to worry about"
"where'd u get sarah's number from?"
"from my cousin, Anwar.. sister of your friends bf, Mish3al"
"what did u say when u asked for it?"
"thats none of your business."
"i told u not to talk"
"i didnt."
"then howd u get her number, sarah called me yesterday freaking out, shes like where did Malibu get my number from, how'd she get my number, blah blah"
"Why dont u and sarah go up my ass, fuck off both of u"
And i hang up.. So this is what happens to a person that wants to be nice nowadays?? I dont get it ya3ni.. I wanted her not to worry.. cuz she was so tense.. and i tried talking to her just to make her feel comfortable.. And this is what she does?? FUCK man i hate it when people get me wrong.. And like a week later im out with my cousin, and i ask randomly about sarah and mish3al, and shes like
"waaih shakhbaaaryy min ziman hadeen ba3ath.. "
So i dont know what the hell this whole fuss was about.. Maybe she thinks theyre gonna get back or something.. Allaho a3lam.. im slowly beginning to cancel out all guys.. ive already cancelled out all girls..so i dont know what im gona be left with.. Im so sick and tired of everything..I really am......
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Happy New Year, 13 days too late
Woow its been a whole months since ive written.. Of course ive been through so much.. Let me summarize:
-Got in a huge fight with the father and i quit working for him
-I have only my day job with a pay that is less than flattering
-Decided to blow all my money away and spent new years at cyprus
-Had a fucking blast
-Im back to work and it suckss..
Shraykom ya shabab?? I have a few ideas for new projects.. but i dont have any cash.. I need to think.. Bidayat 2009 mo shay ya jima3a.. Hope it ends well..
Lets talk about the less depressing things:
NEW YEAR was fuckin amazing.. i went to 2 parties.. I really had so much fun.. New years day 1-1.. min kithir ma i was hung over i was still a little drunk i swear to god.. lay bilail wana i was recovering.. we couldnt drink even at night... i got invited to dinner with friends.. i had like a perrier.. i couldnt smoke.. nothing.. i felt like i would throw up if i drank 1 sip or 1 drag.. but the next day was fantastic.. I really really really enjoyed the trip.. and i was thinking that this was my last trip in a really long time so i wanted to enjoy every minute of it.. I had to cut my trip a day early cuz one of my close friends got in a car accident ;/ that sucked.. she's fine now.. still in the hospital but fine il7imdila.. the scare was realy bad though..
I really miss the beach.. and i miss beach parties.. Last week i went to a romanian party :P .. It was open bar.. all the people there were romanians we didnt understand a word they were saying.. We just drank and drank and drank and left around 1 am :P It was really funny cuz were were a group of 6 people and we were the odd ones out in the crowd.. It was pretty cool.. I tried to mingle with this irish dude.. he really made me laugh and my friend was nudging me the whole time.. cuz his accent was hilarious it was like something out of a movie.. It was actually a pretty cool change..
-Got in a huge fight with the father and i quit working for him
-I have only my day job with a pay that is less than flattering
-Decided to blow all my money away and spent new years at cyprus
-Had a fucking blast
-Im back to work and it suckss..
Shraykom ya shabab?? I have a few ideas for new projects.. but i dont have any cash.. I need to think.. Bidayat 2009 mo shay ya jima3a.. Hope it ends well..
Lets talk about the less depressing things:
NEW YEAR was fuckin amazing.. i went to 2 parties.. I really had so much fun.. New years day 1-1.. min kithir ma i was hung over i was still a little drunk i swear to god.. lay bilail wana i was recovering.. we couldnt drink even at night... i got invited to dinner with friends.. i had like a perrier.. i couldnt smoke.. nothing.. i felt like i would throw up if i drank 1 sip or 1 drag.. but the next day was fantastic.. I really really really enjoyed the trip.. and i was thinking that this was my last trip in a really long time so i wanted to enjoy every minute of it.. I had to cut my trip a day early cuz one of my close friends got in a car accident ;/ that sucked.. she's fine now.. still in the hospital but fine il7imdila.. the scare was realy bad though..
I really miss the beach.. and i miss beach parties.. Last week i went to a romanian party :P .. It was open bar.. all the people there were romanians we didnt understand a word they were saying.. We just drank and drank and drank and left around 1 am :P It was really funny cuz were were a group of 6 people and we were the odd ones out in the crowd.. It was pretty cool.. I tried to mingle with this irish dude.. he really made me laugh and my friend was nudging me the whole time.. cuz his accent was hilarious it was like something out of a movie.. It was actually a pretty cool change..
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