Buzz Kill

Hey guys..Hows everyone doing?Ive been working so much the past few weeks.. im doing overtime.. Life is boring.. Ive been indulging myself with work to get my mind off other things.. And in the weekend i just wanna blow off steam.. I went to this gathering yesterday.. and i may go to a party today.. I dont feel much like going but i will regret it next week when im up to my head with work..

The gathering i went to yesterday was with this guy ive been kinda seeing (JOE).. the rest of the people there ive met a few times they were his close friends.. so theres this one dude (FAISAL) that had rum and wanted someone to get him wine.. I had a few bottles of wine that were given to me as a gift, and i didnt mind giving him one as long as i got some rum cuz im a rum kind of girl.. so later on we got to talking and i told him that i could hook him up.. So he gave me his number.. end of story.. then i had to leave so i said bye to everyone and Jo came with me to drop me to my car..next thing i know Faisal gets up and pulls Jo aside to tell him something..i was like what the hell.. anyways we were saying bye..and then i ask Jo..
"what did Faisal tell u?" then he's like,
"baby whyd u take his number? I trust u,i just wana know why"
I WAS SHOCKED!Thank god i wasn't sober cuz i wouldve blew up in his face!!So i start talking about how hes his friend, and how i was mingling, and if he didnt trust me then he shouldnt let me be around his friends, and how if i wanted to do something behind his back i wouldnt do it with a friend of his..and all that crap..Then hes like baby dont worry, the guys wasted he couldnt even walk straight, hes bullshiting, and im like wtf! u should get inside and tell him to call and apologize to me.. shino ya3ni i talk to him try to do him a favor and then he goes and tells the guy im seeing
"dude, ur gf took my no." waii3!! i was really mad.. and he was trying to calm me down.. What happened was a real buzz kill.. I was in a really good mood, but what happened made me think and sober up.. its not the first time ive been understood wrong..

a few weeks back i was with Joe,we went to a friends place we were gona hang out a bit.. then go to a party.. so i arrive at this place and its the same crowd except theres this girl that used to date my cousin..(SARAH) i say hi to everyone whatever..and all of a sudden i see her face changing when she sees me.. i sit down..we start doing shots.. she didnt do any.. as soon as we left to go to the party.. she goes on the fone.. next thing i know Joe calls me, tells me that Sarah called him freaking out, she tells him that im related to her bf (MISH3AL).. and she tells him to tell me not to "talk" and that he doesnt know that she goes to parties and hangs out with guys.. as if i give a fuck..anyways we go to this party.. the romanian party that i wrote about.. so shes mingling and shes the only one not drinking, then i start a conversation with her.. we talk about work, about the market.. stuff like that... i was trying to make her feel comfortable.. anyways so we leave later..just me and Joe.. so i call my cousin.. (sister of the Joe's gf).. and ask her for Sarah's number. She asks me why and i tell her that i saw her in avenues today and i wanted to say hi.. so she gives me her number..Anyways so i msg sarah im like,
"Me & Joe left.. Didnt get a chance to say goodbye.. Nice to see u.. Dont worry about any thing ;)" and she replies..
"Nice to see u too.. take care hun.."
Arent i nice?? I felt good.. Next day i get a phonecall from Joe, hes like
"whyd u msg sarah yesterday?"
"i wanted to be nice and show her that she has nothing to worry about"
"where'd u get sarah's number from?"
"from my cousin, Anwar.. sister of your friends bf, Mish3al"
"what did u say when u asked for it?"
"thats none of your business."
"i told u not to talk"
"i didnt."
"then howd u get her number, sarah called me yesterday freaking out, shes like where did Malibu get my number from, how'd she get my number, blah blah"
"Why dont u and sarah go up my ass, fuck off both of u"
And i hang up.. So this is what happens to a person that wants to be nice nowadays?? I dont get it ya3ni.. I wanted her not to worry.. cuz she was so tense.. and i tried talking to her just to make her feel comfortable.. And this is what she does?? FUCK man i hate it when people get me wrong.. And like a week later im out with my cousin, and i ask randomly about sarah and mish3al, and shes like
"waaih shakhbaaaryy min ziman hadeen ba3ath.. "
So i dont know what the hell this whole fuss was about.. Maybe she thinks theyre gonna get back or something.. Allaho a3lam.. im slowly beginning to cancel out all guys.. ive already cancelled out all girls..so i dont know what im gona be left with.. Im so sick and tired of everything..I really am......