Friday, October 31, 2008

9abir 3ala ghirbali galb il 3ana 9abar..

Lately, ive been seeing this guy.. lets call him 7ana.. oo 6ab3an isim 3ala mosama.. OMG.. for the first week, i saw him everyday, theres this garden we go to, we walk around, talk, its very sweet and romantic, and the weather is amazing.. Until il 7abeeb bida i7in!! I7in i7in.. on the weekend i wanted to c my friends.. Oo ana? Oo ana? Laish matshoofeeni walhan 3alaich etc etc.. Gitla next week.. The next week i got so busy at work.. ili arid ilbait 7 pm oo 3ala6ool anam.. oo he was such a drama queen oo mo 3ajba o laish mitghayra.. we started fighting and everytime i scream at him he becomes an angel.. but he was really really annoying me.. he was such a kid and i wanted a way to get rid of him.. i tried telling him we want different things.. bs he refused to break up.. o hes crazy about me.. and he keeps talking about marriage and ina yabi yitqadamli although hes still studying!!! He insisted that his mom speak to my mom but i refused cuz i couldnt see the relationship going anywhere.. ya3ni ok we have fun.. but i dont feel the same way he feels about me.. i wanted a way out but i couldnt find it.. everything i do i7abiba feeni akthar.. maybe he just liked the challenge.. oo the fact that nothing is easy with me.. o mit3awid 3ala il banat il "obedient" oo kilshay 7ather oo min 3yoni.. o may3andoon.. o hes the kind ily kila t7ibeni? walahtay 3alay? hes so insecure he needs me to tell him walaht 3alaik 10 days a day.. jeezz akrah ili chithi.. oo i hate it when somebody asks me.. if i miss u ill tell u! im not gona wait for u 2 ask..oo itha dafli o shaf waiting.. SHIBKEENI!! Haaw ishfee sul6an zamana.. o 6ab3an itha shafny in public idigli oo yabeeni asolif wiyah 7ata loo ana ib ma63am surrounded by every1.. i hate these annoying habits ili fee..anyways 3ad ams 6ala3t min dawam around 5 o dagaitla ma rad 3alay.. so i slept.. when i woke up ila 5 missed calls mina oo msgs oo loya.. i called him back ila hes screaming INTAY WAINICH O WAYID 3A6AITICH WAYH oo 7achy 7achy.. gitla haw?? what the hell? gitla i just woke up.. OO NISAITAY INA FEE WA7D ISMA 7ANA LAZIM ITDIGEENLA? gitla haw dagaitlik.. 6ab3an sawa salfa.. bss hnee baqait anfijir ga3adt a9arihk a9arikh.. agoola i dont need this drama ive had enough drama for a lifetime.. ana this is my life.. if i make time for u ya36eeni il 3afya.. if i cant then i cant! theres nothing i can do about it.. 6ab3an 3ogob fajaa chan i9eer calm.. oo khala9 ma 9ar shay.. gitla imbala 9aar shay .. mo bkaifik tsawy salfa ba3dain u suddenly decide to forget about it 3ogob ma ta7rig a39abi.. gitla tara ana moo malzooma feek wela inta malzoom feeni.. and i left him then and there.. im sick of the constant nagging.. i hate relationships like this.. and i hate it when somebody thinks the relationship is going somewhere when it isnt.. GOD he was such a waste of time and energy.. but he was HOT! :p yala maykhalif shinsawi ba3ad..


Ili ba3do.. you know what i hate.. banat il tafheen ili ma 3indihom mowathee3.. walla kil ma ag3ad wiya banat il miwathee3 as follows:

1. rijeem oo akil oo wazin
2. breast size (i have large boobs i wanna make them smaller VS. i have small boobs i wana make them bigger)
3. celebrities!
4. clothes

Laish ya3ni ya raby?? I hate all 4 of hal mowathee3.. fee much more interesting and important topics ya banat.. o if u start talking about the market or watever's happening in the world ma7ad ya36eech wayh.. bsir3a yighayron il mawtho3 to something useless..

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