my love life..

i recently got out of a 5 and a half year relationship.. so im not very used to this single thing.. i feel like im free and i wana do so many things but i cant bring myself to.. its kinda weird.. im not over my ex at all.. maybe when i am things will start making sense..

3alimni wishlon ansak wanam wana ili lik 9a7i ayam oo ayam.. ihdaa 7ag ili ib bali..

most of the time i feel lonely.. i have tons of friends but im a person who always needs that special someone... im sure that i will meet someone in the coming days but i dont know when.. even when im out wiya rab3y oo mistanseeen oo 7alatna 7ala i still feel a part of me is missing.. i guess thats what u get when ur in relationship for 5 years, it becomes a part of u and when its gone u dont know how to live..